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Reflection, Refraction, Retraction
CD
Three long tracks of drifting ambient electronics, with some voices (police radio?) mixed into the last one. Recorded live in February 2003. (RRR)
$ 8

R4
World Report
CD
One hour long track of swirling sound that builds up into a powerful wave of noise. Limited edition of 50 copies released by the Eco disks label.
$12

rabbitspeech

CD
back in April 02 stylianos tziritas performed his rabbitspeech theatre performance in Greece. after the performance thodoris zioutos and Nicolas malevitsis did 2 live sets. here’s the documentation of the 2 live sets plus as a bonus the experimental music miniatures created for his theatre performance. A interesting mixture of experemental ambient,and electro-acoustic sounds. ltd. 150 (absurd)
$12

Radiodrama
Autopsy number 9
CD
Debut CD from this new project out of the US. Throbbing and Haunting dark electronics mixed with pounding rhythms, and horror samples. An Homage to the Fantastic and gore films of George A. Romero, and Joe Pilato. Includes five tracks done in collaboration with Propergol (Hermetique)
$15

RADIOSONDE
Meter Sickness
Compact Disc
Pulsating, almost rhytmic tracks of static noise and processed sounds.
(Ground Fault)

$ 8

RICHARD RAMIREZ
Tricoficia
3"CD
Two short tracks totalling 17 minutes of rumbling drone that builds into a harsh wall of pure noise. Number one in the Tabula Rasa Dermatology series, and limited to 100 copies.
$8
The Grey screen in Fifth
CD
A brand new CD from the Axis Mundi label, featuring three new tracks from Richard Ramirez that where recorded in August of 2002. A mixture of Harsh noise, processed feedback, and manipulated electronics. limited edition of 75 copies (Axis Mundi)
$12
Memorial
CD
It features three long tracks of heavy noise electronics, and metal sounds. One of Richards better works in my opinion.
$15
Tracking Device
CD
11 tracks recorded in 2002, showing a different approach to sound from Ramirez, Instead of Harsh Noise, a Mixture of Powerful Electronics, Raw Ambient sounds and found sound samples and voice. ltd. 300 (Freak Animal)
$15
Deconstructed Hand Device
CD
Two long tracks of harsh noise and destroyed electronics from 1995.
$10
Certain Cruelty
CD
Re-issue of the infamous tape issued by Slaughter in 1996.Near one hour of harsh & heavy electronics to destroy your mind. Naked and raw. This release is half studio, half live sessions recordings. (Slaughter)
$15
music for Morgues and New Buildings
$CD
dark and heavy atmospheric harsh noise.
$12
deProgramming Pornographers
CD
Three long tracks of harsh structural noise recorded in 2005-2006. (Mask of the slave)
$10
Identity Amnesia
CD
His sound that he continue deepening is always the dry sound that seems to hark back to the desolate earth of Texas. His theme of this time "loneliness." Can't miss the naive sound while assuming it the desolateness! (Chi Omega Institute)
$15
The Rim Job (Collection)
CD
a collection of 8 different rare and unreleased tracks from 1993-2009. The cd offers a glimpse into the variety of noise produced by Ramirez over the years; from sheet metal harsh noise violence to distant drones. (Skeleton Dust)
$ 8
Richard Ramirez / XV Parowek
CD
A split release with each artist contributing one long track. Ramirez presents some old-school, totally crushing harsh-noise with strong low frequencies. Polands XV Parowek contribute a track made up of Electronics and found sounds creating a bizarre and noisy track titled "Recording of medium sized cow's digestion". Fold out paper cover with front and back color artwork. (XVP)
$14
Richard Ramirez & Skin Crime
Pleasure, Commerce & Disease

CD
ABRASIVELY CAUSTIC HARSH ELECTRONICS. A thick & raw wall of unpleasant feelings for your final dead days. Mail collaboration featuring four tracks of harsh destroyed Audio created by Richard Ramirez using Raw Skin Crime material. (Troniks)
$ 8
Richard Ramirez / Crawling Iris
CD
Richard Ramirez collaboration with Houston experimental project Crawling Iris. Swirling psychedelic noise (Pitchphase)
$ 7
Femme under plastic - Masked Solution
CD
Harsh noise, in collaboration with Ella Einsmire (Chi-Omega Institute)
$10
Richard Ramirez / Black Leather Jesus
Scrapyard

CD
Reissue of this classic Harsh Noise vinyl LP released back in 1995 in the German label Praxis Dr. Bearmann. R.O.N.F. Records and Phage Tapes united forces to unbury this gem up including the full album plus one extra track by Richard Ramirez. (R.O.N.F./Phage Tapes)
$10

RAPERIES (LIVE DRAPERIES)
The Sociological Conflict
C30
Harsh noise from Wisconsin
$ 5

RAPOON & BIRDS OF TIN
Monomyth
CD
Marry the percussive mysticism of Robin Storey with Bids of Tin unique found sound/composed drift and you have a stunning series of inward-peering journeys that seem to draw magic from both artists into a restlessly energetic spiritual storm.
$12

RASTHOF DACHAU
Free Speech
3" CD
Harsh Power electronics. Number 6 in the Free Speech Series. Packaged inside a glass Frame.
$15

REDGLARE
American Masonry
10"
loud and blistering document recorded in a stupefying large concrete warehouse in Tulsa. the space speaks in subconscious tones, rippling walls, ions seduced by power washes/ sunstorms. quiet resonant sections, pushing sound around upstairs, whistles. no post-processing, just edits and gain. (Anarchymoon)
$10
Petals and scars
C60
Heavy Noise project of Bob Bellerue (Halfnormal/Feed the Dragon/etc) Two long tracks of heavy drones, feedback and metalic scrapings. (Third Sex)
$ 6

Redrot
Deviant
7"
This is the vinyl debut from cult death-industrial powerhouse, Redrot; Ryan Oppermann -- A.K.A. The Rotbrain "Deviant" straddles an uncomfortable line between death-industrial, power-electronics, crust/sludge and a totally aggressive form of minimal synth; "White Walls" brings to mind "Leichenschrei"-era S.P.K. with its unwholesome mental ward pathology. (Bloodlust!)
$10

REGIM
Stabbed by the blind
LP
Since the demise of INSTITUT, Lirim Cajani has released a few cassettes on his own (now dead) Vigilante Tapes imprint as REGIM. Now Segerhuva presents his latest work - a malevolent attack on the backstabbers of society - no one is innocent, we all are guilty - silent watchers of the decay. Both static and multi-channelled harsh noise and chaotic but structured post-mortem electronics is present here, infused with his potent, trademark aggressive vocals on some of the tracks. Keep yourself clean of the filth - taste the Albanian beast! (Segerhuva)
$17

RELEASE HELEN RYTKA
Huddersfield
CD
Richard Ramirez side project. Extreme bass minimalism (Pitchphase)
$ 7
Release Helen Rytka / Transductor
Stranglehold/E.L.F.N.

C45
Split cassette between RELEASE HELEN RYTKA from the US and the new act TRANSDUCTOR from Spain. Release Helen Rytka is Richard Ramirez and Nicole Dirge playing Harsh Noise Wall while Transductor is an alias for Mixturizer playing static wallish noise. (R.O.N.F.)
$ 7

REMANENCE
Apparitions
CD
The debut release of this beautiful neoclassical act. Stunning classical arrangements, dark winds, piano, sampled voices and military snare. A fantastic journey of melancholic, poignant emotions, and dark intentions.
$14

REMLAP
Thoughtful or Empty
CDR
REMLAP is the harsh noise wall project of Jake Vida who also runs Pointless Blank Rec. The two 20-minute tracks on this CD retain their powerful wall presence while still managing to be incredibly dynamic and fast moving. (Skeleton Dust)
$ 7
Remlap & Werewolf Jerusalem
Collaboration

CDR
Ranging from harsh sharp textures to low-fi crunch then back again. Ltd 50 copies. Packaged in 6×9 ziplock bag with photocopied insert on grey paper. (Pointless Blank)
$ 8

Christian Renou
Gone with the Wound
3"CD
Active for more than 20 years, first under the Brume alias, this release in two parts is a highly evocative journey with constantly evolutive sounds between experimental, ambient and drone. (Taalem)
$ 7
Christian Renou / Anemone Tube
Transference

CD
Christian Renou (aka Brume) reworks ambient tape manipulations by the german project anemone tube. Collages and noisy works mix with quieter parts. CD in poster-art package, ltd. 500 (Aufabwegen)
$12

REPTILE WORSHIP
Obeisance
C30
Coast to Coast electronics and industrial drone in homage to David Icke and his research into the Reptilian-Illuminati agenda. (Nictitating)
$ 6

REPTILJAN
The hellbender Suite
CD
Reptiljan is an explosive collision of digital grindcore, harsh noise, breakcore and other things loud and abrasive! Chance meeting on a cut-up table of blastbeats and demented electro-noise. This is a furious blast of full frontal insanity (some place else)
$12
Reptiljan / Ibrahim Terzic
SPLIT

7"
Reptiljan is Niko Skorpio´s plunderphonic project, whose ´Pangrenade´ samples death metal too death. A fierce onslaught on the ears. the b-side by Ibrahim Terzic. His ´Yuck Brij´ is a highly distorted computer noise, which sound, when played at the right volume, quite alright. Both pieces are sure to break down any party you have going on. (some place else)
$ 6

RESOURCE : INSTRUMENTAL
Resource : Instrumental
CD
20 tracks recorded using broken, and modified electronics, keyboards, and other assorted sounds that have been Highly processed
$ 12

RESPIRATOR
Paper cuts
CD
muffled underground rumbles from dayton, texas Ex Black Leather Jesus member.
$ 8

REUTOFF
Reutraum VI
7"
Beautiful experimental dark atmospheric work. Part of a series of 7 different 7"s on various labels. The different numbers of ReuTRauM symbolizes different places of the town of Reutov (where the band resides) which makes you feel different states of soul. The band wanted to create a kind of a sonic guide for a space-soul continuum of their town. The slogan of the series is "DER RAUM VON REUT ALS TRAUM VON REUE" ("the space of Reut as a dream of regret"). That expresses the band approach to the music made for that series: "Der Raum von Reut" - the space, the woods, the lakes and the airs of Reutov make a kind of illusive state of surreal sorrowful visions, a hallucinatory unsettling day-dreaming. ltd. 300 copies (Blade)
$ 9
Maska
LP
After numerous limited 7"s, and some CD's, this is the first full length vinyl release from this Russian project. The four tracks on this record where inspired by the writings of Yuri Mamleyev, Ilya Masodov, Ray Bradbury, and Stanislav Lem. The results range from drifting ambience, to dark atmospheres, industrial pounding to strange otherworldly sound samples. All capturing the feelings, and atmospheres of another time and place. limited edition of 555 copies
$16
Reutraum II
7"
Fifth instalment in the seven-part series presenting various locations in Reutov, the city of origin for this acclaimed Russian post industrial outfit. Launching off with the ceaseless hum and rhythm of heavy machinery grinding onwards as alarm sounds form into hysterical choirs complementing the slowly proceeding pounding of the machines. As an aftermath, the second piece bears a calmer approach with pulsating drones and loops yet retaining a profoundly ominous nature.
$10

RHIZOME ANGEL NAKED CODA

THE RITA
Shark Knifing
7"
Lurching, ripping, and tearing. Relentless and sharp. Thrashing about in the blood water, coming back for the torso. There are sharks and then there are knives. How about sharks getting their throats slit by humans with knives? Think about that. Wrapped in a 12 page booklet with Vinyl sticker and postcard (SNSE)
$ 7
Skate/Snorkel
LP
Side A = Recordings of amplified Skate Railing, Side B = Shark feeding Frenzy. (RRRecords)
$15
Retrospective
DVD
A data DVD containing the lossless WAV files from the masters of Nine early cassette releases, as well as compressed mp3 versions. Accompanied by twelve 5.5×8.5 index cards with art work and original release information offset printed on card stock. (Pointless Blank)
$12
Predators
7"
European tour 7". Two 5 minute studio tracks of processed underwater recordings. Bayonet and diving knife scrapings in a steel basin, recorded closely and then processed to breaking point. (Second Layer)
$ 9
The Rita + Wilt
Werewolf in the Black Space

CD
This tantalising meeting of the minds first saw light in two ridiculously tiny cassette editions on Wilt's own ORCO label. This CD reissue maintains the roughly-sawn quality of the original, adds a lengthy new track, and replaces the artwork with some sexy, bloodied ladies for your entertainment. With such disparate takes on their craft, it's no surprise this CD finds both Wilt and The Rita dragging each other's imposing form into new areas; approached either as a re-imagining and re-contextualising of The Rita, or a brutish noise immersion for Wilt, 'Werewolf In The Black Space' surpasses any obvious confrontation for six moody, bloody, invasive and violent tracks of inspired texturising and midnight stalk which will appeal to those interested in either project's output. (Cipher Productions)
$12
The Rita / Alo Girl
LP
A new collaboration with Canadian harsh noise artist The Rita and Italian harsh noise artist Alo Girl (Urashima label owner Cristiano Renzoni). Taking the combined love of both projects for knives, legs, black hose and Giallo films, the two vinyl tracks fill your ears with a solid flow of scratchy and roaring auditory dirt ! The LP comes in a deluxe silver silkscreen on black cardboard sleeve, limited to 147 hand numbered copies w/two insert. (Urashima)
$25
The Rita / Toby Dammit / Fecalove
Tommy/Paola Senatore

C60
Originally released as very limited one-sided c60 in 2006 . New tape is remastered and features a Fecalove 2010 harsh noise devastation of the old recordings . Power electronics / harsh noise wall . (Turgid Animal)
$ 7

ROBEDOOR
Tomahawk Wraiths
CD
22 minutes of Thrashy cavern drones, scrapes, and otherworldly howls (troniks)
$ 6

ROBOCHANMAN
strugglediver
CD
Debut CD from this Japanese noise artist, even though he has been active for a number of years now, releasing mostly very limited, and hard to find cassettes. Five tracks recorded using mostly home made, and broken electronics, as well as destroyed vocal noise.
$ 8

CLAUDIO ROCCHETTI
The Furthest Shore
4xCS
Berlin based italian musician Claudio Rocchetti is on his first massive work, a long concept on voyages, sailor and explorers. Musically this is reflected on four cassettes wich, althought different from each other, are strongly connected. The Furthest Shore develop between live improvisations, acoustic pieces, slices of field recordings and an obscure submarine collaboration with percussionist Klaus Janek. All has flavour of adventure, between the scare for a stormy night in the seas and the curiosity of landing on unknown islands. (Second Sleep)
$28

ROMAN TORMENT / FEED THE DRAGON
Split
LP
Roman Torment "The Gift of Grief" - a floral assault of carbide-tipped blades, underground atomic collisions, dripping with sorbet and liquid silver. an unrelenting abuse of the artists' ears and throats for our benefit. Feed the Dragon "Bromide Romance" - narcotic ritual. the history of desperate ages and the final moments of delivery into chaos / nothingness, scorpions erupting from cactii. who will be left to laugh about the death of civilization??? (Anarchymoon)
$10

DAMION ROMERO
no information available
CD
Feedback mad scientist from Los Angeles also known as SPECULUM FIGHT. Super drone noise and field recording work made at midnight in LA.
$12
Patch
CD
This 40 minute out-take is a single patch recorded in March 2005 by Damion Romero using David Scott Stone's MOTM/Blacet modular synthesizer during one of the sessions that ultimately produced "John Wiese's Legs". (troniks)
$ 6
Fade to Useless
CS
Field & Studio, Virtual & Found, Salvaged & Repurposed (Banned Productions)
$ 5

ROTTEN PIECE
Metal insects shed their skins
CD
Nine tracks of Noise electronics, Banging and scrapping metal, Feedback, Home made instruments and Voice from this Texas duo that's been going more then 12 years strong now. Has a great "old School" industrial feel to it. ltd. 200
$12
Sedimentary
CD
Harsh noise from this long time Texas Project
$ 8
Guiginol's Band
CD
Brand new CD from this long standing Texas project. 11 tracks with a nice mixture of harsh noise, power drone, and just plain strangeness, plus a Scratch Acid Cover! ltd. 50 (axis Mundi)
$ 7

ROUGH SEX QUARTET
Autobiography of a Seductress
C90
Sleazy burial rituals from the cult UK maniacs. For worshippers of semen & skull. (Narcolepsia)
$ 9

RSUNDIN
sleepwalk
CD
like walking blindfolded through a room constantly bumping into unknown objects scattered across the floor. Improvisations with guitar and toy instruments, fieldrecordings of the wildlife of an urban river in the north of Sweden, some stolen sounds from records, MDs and CDs, controlled feedback, *silence* and noise makes up the sources of this album, all fragmentized and processed. Sleepwalk is a soundtrack to a dream, or rather the dreamlike state in between wake and dreaming.
$ 8

RU-486
Iron Empire
C50
Iron Empire musically features various forms of raped and beaten scrap metal, junknoise, feedback manipulation, and analog synth. In the tradition of the 80's Broken Flag style,(old)Controlled Bleeding and Bizarre Uproar. (NoVisible scars)
$ 7

Mathieu Ruhlmann
Broken Vessels
CD
Mathieu Ruhlmann is a Canadian sound artist with strong visual roots. Rather naturally, it's a visual element which induced the "Broken Vessels" project, namely an Anselm Kiefer's photograph (contemporary German artist) depicting iron rods in an old bathtub filled with water. To meet this initial burst of inspiration, Mathieu made some in harbor site specific recordings that were filtered and processed to reveal buried, hidden aspects behind the visible reality, the multiple facets of an ever transforming organic life. a dislocation, a fracture where something new & undefined slowly emerges on the shifting surface of a shapeless ocean. Tides of drones, a world of corroded echoes, underwater clanks & resonance, floundering indecipherable wrecks.A mysterious crucible of continuous sparkling activity.
$18

RUHR HUNTER
Ritual Before the Hunt
Compact Disc
Dark minimulist amibent recording.
Growing into violent, abrasive sound.
(Glass Throat)

$ 12
RUHR HUNTER/CHAOS AS SHELTER
One

CD
An amazing mail collaboration between these two artists from the US and Israel. A collection of 8 desolate movements, exploring ancient soundscapes and blackened atmospheres of cold-blooded emotion. With a minimalist sound design and ritualistic composition, tonal environments open doorways to a lull of trance inducing instrumentation
$12

MIGUEL A. RUIZ
Grosor
CD
From the deep underground of Spanish industrial music. This is the new, remastered version of classic material recorded back in 80s, next to postindustrial aesthetics priority in electronic music. Rigorous and austere, ascetic but dynamic, this music rearranges everyday being into mind challenging imagination, reserving the leading parts for the habitual processes and domestic objects. (Monochrome vision)
$10

RULLA
Rulla and Montage
CD
Split series number 3 from Japan's Montage, this time with Rulla from Finland, and featuring a track each, along with a collaboration. Extreme harsh noise electronics
$12

Rumination / Bestializer
Split
C60
Experimental industrial from the USA / Industrial power electronics from Sweden (Thorax Harsh cassettes)
$ 7

RUNES ORDER
1988-2022
CD
A collection of Compilation tracks, plus some unreleased material. Dark Ritualistic music for a modern age
$ 15
The Dark side of Brain
CD
Reissue of an old electronic work recorded in 1995 and circulated only on a limited tape: an unique 45 minute long recording session of glacial, visionary, and evocative dark electronics from the Dark Side of Brain. A5 oversize cover (AWF)
$15

RUNZELSTIRN & GURGELSTOCK
Besensitzen / Zaunreiten
CS
(Banned Productions)
$ 5
RUNZELSTIRN & GURGELSTOCK / MLEHST
LP
2006 recordings by both. Runzelstirn & Gurgelstock / Rudolf Eb.er very special, reminds of a traditional Japanese theatre-play, but so very wrong and disturbing. Mlehst with excellent electro-accoustic collage sound. (Bandaged hand produce)
$25

RUSALKA
Perpetual repetition in the forbidden conduit
C20
Perpetual Repetition contains two 10 minute sides of relentlessly scorching harsh noise that only gains more momentum and power as the tracks progress. (Skeleton Dust)
$ 5

RYKE
Resuscitation
CD
Collaboration work between R. H.Y. Yau, and Kazumoto Endo (Killer Bug) Harsh spastic action concrete. (Blossoming Noise)
$12

Jessica Rylan
new secret
Picture LP
Creating synthetic rumblings and whines, Rylan juxtaposes multiple layers of her voice — some high and otherworldly and others that fade in and out of feedback — for one of the more delicate sounding so-called noise albums.
$15

RYN
Whistle and I'll come to you
7"
RYN is a relatively unheard British duo (with members also active in drone rock band MARZURAAN & harshnoise project ROMANCE), this 7" being their first vinyl release. Their drone-style could be described as ritualistic "power-drone" with an emphasis on fusing the organic and mechanical. For this 7" solely field recordings were used, a break in style from their usual ambient wash of guitar generated drones. These energetic sound-sources build masses of heavy clouds in movement that flood your mind away. Pure metallic flood-noises that brings a most welcomed VOID into your mind. (Drone Records)
$ 9

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