| Self Abuse Records |
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Self Abuse Records - Catalog
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Blunt
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LP
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Four tracks of low frequency hum.
(Releasing Eskimo)
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$ 10
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PAIN JERK / DOGLIVEROIL
The Snake Charmers Beautiful Daughter
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Compact Disc
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A track from each, plus 2 collaboration tracks make for a wonderful CD!
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$ 14
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PAIN JERK / SKIN CRIME
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7 inch record
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Split release with two tracks of high energy noise and pure chaotic sounds.
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$ 5
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Pain Jerk & John Wiese
Terrazzo
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CD
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Harsh noise Collaboration between the golden boy of Los Angeles & the Tokyo noise legend. It doesn't get much better then this. (Harbinger sound)
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$12
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Pain Jerk & John Weise
Mental Peace Liberation Front
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CD
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First part of collaboration series between Japanese harshest live electronics noise master Pain Jerk and one of the finest American noise & experimental musician John Wiese. massive hyper-sonic and heavy fucked-up harsh blast, crashing and throbbing pulse electronics, full throttle cut-up with hi-range frequency. Comes in jewel case with obi, limited 300 copies (Meatbox)
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$25
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Evil?
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Compact Disc
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Unique and strange music, manipulated sounds, and even a cover song!
Crazy stuff, no two tracks are alike.
Nice wooden covers.
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$ 14
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The Last Compulsory Exercise
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Compact Disc
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Manipulated voice, electronics and metal sounds, designed to be played at random.
Metal covers.
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$ 14
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Sterile
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CD
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A paranoid view of insufferable pain from a hospital bed. Sterile delivers a heavy dosage of frequency induced hallucinations and nerve shattering waves of electronics. comes with a bonus video from the Stabbed in the Face sessions by Chicago underground film-maker, Usama Alshaibi, and packaged inside a screened white vinyl bag. (nihilist)
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$12
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Panicsville / Vertonen
Coagulation
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7"
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A collaborative project between these two Chicago artists that mixes Organ, Packing Tape, Arp, electronics, Turntable, Springplate guitar, scrap metal, and more to create two tracks of high strung weirdness. ltd. edition of 300 copies.
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$ 5
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Panicsville / Rubber O Cement
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LP
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A combination of the bizarre, with Panicsville supplying 8 tracks of cut up and manipulated erotic electronic environments, while Rubber O Cement provides an experiment by giant space aliens intended to advance the medical field by supplying 'emotionless' sounds for a backdrop of educational classes. (nihilist)
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$ 9
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Panicsville / lovely little girls
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7"
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Pancsville spew witch doctor vibrations with cauldrons bubbling over full of baby parts & psychedelic mayhem. Lovely Little Girls are the nasty gnarly creatures chanting & banging hits of the helplessly retarded; somewhere betwixt NERVOUS GENDER & the SCREAMERS. Housed in a multi-colored silk screened sleeve, with disturbing artwork by Gregory Jacobsen (nihilist)
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$ 4
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Panicsville + Prurient
The Rubber Baron
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8"
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Cryptic lyrics shouted out in extreme pain over two sides of ear splitting feedback cutting crudely thru heavy pummeling static & hiss. (Rococo records)
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$12
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Trees Hold Time
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LP
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Pantaleimon is Andria Degens, who has previously worked with Current 93, Steven Stapleton, Christoph Heemann and The Dirty Three. This album consists of seven pieces of shimmering minimalist beauty, an evocation of timelessness. The album was recorded and mixed by Christoph Heemann, who has worked with such artists as Current 93, Nurse With Wound, Mimir and Andrew Chalk. All tracks composed, arranged and performed on Dulcimer, bowed dulcimer, bouzouki, singing bowl with vocals by Andria Degens. limited and numbered edition of 514 copies on clear vinyl. Comes in full color sleeve and includes full color postcard insert.
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$15
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Slothwave
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CD
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Spoiled gunk tape roll with the organ heave and moan. The howl. This is bleak and this is zoned. Might as well plug and blow out your nose as hard as you can for 25 minutes straight. Panther Skull is Justin C Meyers (Devillock, Tone Filth label). Slothwave is Panther Skull’s debut CD.
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$ 8
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Polished rocks
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CD
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Panzner is one-half of Scenic Railroads and fucking on top of the digtial shitpile. This disc is alternately sparse & aggressive laptop work. Digital minimalism flirting with the dark side, his first solo release. (Gameboy)
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$ 8
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Flesh of caverns
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CD
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"Flesh of Caverns" is a post-acoustic-geologic the mysterious rumble, gurgle, moan and quiver of the sea's mineral rich strata, the ghostly music deep inside the caverns' ancient flesh. ltd. 100 (Mystery Sea)
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$16
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Shining Captives Held From The Sun
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CD
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Autonomous, sparse, minimal drones of trembling celestial ambience. Dark, wailing textures in the same universe as Thomas Koner, Lustmord and Eno. Emotional, somehow sorrowful, but also intense and spacious, the climactic, unbidden dawn of revelation, a dark majesty of true isolationist ambiance.
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$12
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Nod Off
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CD
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30 minutes of gritty drone and feedback that Will make you stare a hole through your hand. (troniks)
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$ 6
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Ankle Grabbers
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C20
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vile metal clatter infusing with layers of vocal hurl & crunching feedback, as well as whirling mid-range attacks that reacts like the thickest, darkest wall. (Nurse Etiquette)
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$ 6
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Inweglos
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CD
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Reissue of the obscure 80's classic from this P16.D4 predecessor. "In some of these tracks PD is shown as a typical Neue Deutsche Welle band: finding their own form within rock music based on punk and new wave but in a more alternative form and as always with German lyrics. PD use to quite an extensive part synthesizers and rhythm boxes, along with bass guitars, guitars and vocals. At times they sound like a very free form improv band and at other times a more rock version of the early Der Plan. distorted, free form music, taking punk and new wave in a much wider field of music. (absurd)
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$ 8
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Hovering sparks
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CD
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"Hovering Sparks" is five tracks of layered drones made from analog sound sources digitally edited and multi-tracked. Endless waves of bass vibrations- from quiet to loud and back again. ltd. 50 with folded insert and sticker
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$12
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Volatile
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CD
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Exquisitely constructed noise cut ups, with blistering precision to sheer elegance Pedestrian Deposit presents four amazing pieces as well as a 20+ minute long live recording. Ruthless, destructive and unforgiving at times, yet completely tranquil and passive at others. This 'abrasive electronics' unit from California's Central San Joaquin Valley meshes startling compositions using a complete mix of elements from the countless sub-genres of Industrial to craft a seamless and stunning album.
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$12
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A Hole of Unknown Depth
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Compact Disc
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Four tracks recorded between 1989-90 of atmospheric soundwork from this groundbreaking artist.
(Noctovision)
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$ 15
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Nature Mortes
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CD
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Five years after their critically acclaimed CD "Orpheus & Eurydice" , PHALLUS DEI are back with a new full length album.
On " Nature Mortes ", PHALLUS DEI continue their unique approach and uphold their status of uncompromising outsider within the gothic / industrial / ambient scene. In comparison to their previous work, 'Nature Mortes' presents an even greater cinematic and authentic quality. Again a broad range of acoustic and electronic instruments is used to design their rich and organic sound. With tracks that sway between 'song' and 'soundscape', between 'heavenly harmonies' and 'diabolical dissonance', between 'classicism' and 'collage', PHALLUS DEI invites you to the uniquely dark universe of 'Nature Mortes'.
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$14
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Resource
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CD
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six new dark ambient tracks for your nocturnal listening pleasure from this Side project of Phallus Dei. Your personal guide to the darkest innerself. Distant, floating soundcollages weave in and out over a subharmonic, pulsating bass with subtle, minimal melodies underlined with cinematic soundscapes. (Dark Vinyl)
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$14
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IIIII
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CD
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Dave Phillips has performed with the Swiss Scimpfluch-Gruppe artists since 1991, and this is his fifth solo CD. Composed of 99 tracks featuring bits of silence broken up by sudden bursts of cut up sound, demonic growling, and unsettling screams and vocalization. (ground fault)
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$ 8
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In Accordance with Conscience
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CD
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Pholde is the project of Alan Bloor, the man behind Knurl, and Pyrox. Here he gies us Five tracks of drifting, ghost like ambience, and shimmering metalic tones that where recorded using metals of various tensile strengths, and recorded live, with no overdubs.
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$14
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Relating to the ultimate purpose
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CD
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Seven tracks of haunting ambient sound scapes Created using various pieces of metal with different tensile strengths, and both natural and electronic reverb,. A deep sea soundtrack
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$14
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In which one may Descend
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CD
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The ambient side of Alan Bloor (Knurl). Two long tracks of deep shimmering drones and metallic ringing.
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$10
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In the subset of all elements
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3"CD
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Pholde is the ambient side of Canadian Alan Bloor that the noise maniacs will probably know under his other alias, Knurl. Absolutely no noise here, just beautiful deep and scrapey metallic drones, sometimes even melodic, full of details. (Taalem)
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$ 6
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An instance of this
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CD
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6 tracks of sonorous metallic ambience from Alan (Knurl) Bloor (Blade records)
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$15
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Weird Wicked World
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LP Picture Disk
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Excellent split picture disk from these two bands. Features Harsh power electronics, distorted screaming vocals, and processed sound samples. Limited edition from the German Tactical Recordings Label.
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$15
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Ghosts from Death and Love
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CD
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Six tracks of interesting sound manipulation. Using electronic processing of found and sampled sounds, Phroq creates a complex, and constantly changing electronic soundscape. His work continues to impress more and more with each new release.
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$14
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Kobekita, respect is due to
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CD
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Ten tracks of noisy, and experimental electronic sound manipulation done by Swiss Artist Phroq, with each one dedicated to a different noise artist. One of the most interesting people doing music today, Phroq's work always impresses me, both for his technical mastery at mixing the sounds as well as for there sheer intensity. Released by the Russian Label Spirals of Involution.
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$14
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Confusion
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CD
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a strange and fascinating cd, a total confusion of sounds and senses. Nine tracks of fascinating electro acoustic sound manipulation with dynamic noise attacks. Recorded using contact microphones, metal wires, Beer cans. Precise soundscapes, sheer intense noise attacks, a meticulous work on intensity and dynamic. Highly Recommended! (Shiver sounds)
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$ 8
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new wire music
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CD
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wire music, electronic treatments of field recordings, metal wire tensions, deep drones
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$10
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Ueno park memories
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CD
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an amazing composition of pure field recordings and heavy manipulations. recordings of Ueno Park in Tokyo Japan. Recorded, composed, performed, deconstructed and cared for by Francisco Meirino, electro-acoustic sounds with very fast and dynamics harsh noise passages
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$10
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The kingdom
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C10
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mindful, precise noise navagations, spacious and crushing (Truculent)
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$ 5
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nusual field recordings & other stories
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CD
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Quiet, raw manipulations of concrete sounds, with some dose of microphone feedbacks and hums. Varied dynamics. ltd. 75 (XVP)
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$ 4
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77 sound objects
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CD
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intricate set of trademark Phroq electroacoustic/noise collisions utilizing unique objects (Cipher productions)
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$10
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PINE TREE STATE MIND CONTROL
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Transmission # 3
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CD
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Pine Tree State Mind Control, operating out of Maine, USA, is an organization that seeks to improve the world through the use of subliminal messages and hypnosis techniques. Dark Ambient and Minimal sounds bring the listener into suggestive states. After repeated listenings, you may find that you work harder, smile more often, and get the best out of your leisure time. For more information, and sound samples go to www.ptsmc.org
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$12
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Perpetual Insomnia
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LP
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11 Tracks of a mixture of Power Electronics, and Death Industrial, with some more rhythmic tracks, as well as a Whitehouse cover. This is there first release, after numerous Limited tapes, and 7"s.
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$ 15
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Nishkatup
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3" CD
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Drone Ambient. Hazy structures of shift. Hissing melodies of dimensions. Remembrance. (Abgurd)
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$ 7
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Big Sky
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CD
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PCRV explores myriad aspects of experimental electronic music, making this disc of interest to those who enjoy complex droneworks, harsh electronic mayhem, and choking electronic sputter. (Crippled Intellect Publications)
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$10
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Day/Night
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3" CD
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On June 12th 2005, PCRV played two shows in one day. The first show, which was during the afternoon, was played at The Electric Heavyland. It was a in-store performance which was a nice affair, harsh and fast cut-up improv noise. The second performance, which was at night, was at the Baltic Room. Here the noise was much louder and intense due to the insane PA we had (they had a nine foot subwoofer). (Misanthrope)
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$ 7
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Toys
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CD
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Violent sounds inspired by strange sculptures made up with bones of animals and created by some friends of the band. strong power electronics work. ltd. 100 in DVD case (Spatter)
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$15
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Hallucinogenic Death Warp
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CD
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disgusting death sonics for the necrophile inside you. the only way to escape this parasite is to detach your head, completely, and give in to the putrid offal atmosphere. a Hallucinogenic and squirming nightmare for rotting brains. (Stop-Eject)
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$ 4
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Marginal Existence
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CD
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The 2nd full length CD from this Ny Project. Eight tracks of Dark atmospheric sound track, a contemplative mirror of a sick society that will stay with you leave you feeling disturbed and uneasy long after you've finished listening to it. ltd. 500 in envelope packaging with multiple printed inserts. (Hermetique)
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$15
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Vestigial Machinery
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C62
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Industrial Noise with Chaotic leanings from Andrew Seal. Vestigial Machinery features Four Studio Tracks along with Two Live Sets (one from 2006 and other previously released from 2001) showcasing the different sides of Praying for Oblivion (Trash Ritual)
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$ 7
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A diskussion and examination of Ritual Abuse
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CD
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Three tracks of harsh noise electronics by this project featuring Richard Ramirez, and Sean Matzus. A harsh mixture of Abused electronics, Metal and Voice. ltd. 200
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$12
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Like an arrogant easter suit
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CD
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Harsh drone and Metalic feedback from this Texas trio featuring Richard Ramirez, Sean Matzus, and Vance Osborne.
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$12
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Epitaph of Shattered Dreams
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CD
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Brand new CD from this US artist, released by Germanys Memento Mori Label. Dark Atmospheric music, with a somewhat medival feel to it, like the soundtrack to the black death, the music has an overall feeling of death and decay to it.
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$14
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Cast in the mold of the ancients
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CD
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12 tracks of dark, somber, melancholic ambient music, with medieval overtures, and occasional spoken vocals. welcome to the deepest desires of all things dark. The ancient ones sleep and await there return. (memento Mori)
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$14
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3"CD
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Debut release from this new Spanish project, featuring 5 tracks of dark atmospheric electronics and nightmarish sound manipulations. A soundtrack of inner torments, and nightmarish visions. Recommended! See Also the 2 Pur Desir 3" CD's, another project by this artist.
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$7
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CD
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collaboration between Marco Corbelli (Atrax Morgue) and Walter Piano, with the objective to express what both italian souls feel so strong: DEATH. Minimal clear obsessive electronic tissues mixed with extreme and deep emotional texts in Italian. The result is a cold experience into the most deepest-sick emotion of the human mind. (Slaughter)
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$15
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4/3/97, 3/22/97
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C - 60
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Two live performances.
Atmospheric electronics and noise.
(Sound Probe)
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$ 5
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PROOF OF THE SHOOTING / ABFALL
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C - 60
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Raw material from Abfall reworked by Proof of the Shooting.
(Sound Probe)
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$ 5
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United States
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CD
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New CD from this French project, after two previous releases. A mixture of Harsh, and atmospheric power electronics, with processed vocal, and sound samples dealing with Violence, Hate, Paranoia, Distress, Confusion, Despair, and more. Very well done, and powerful. Comes packaged in a very nice, fold out digipack, and limited to 500 copies.
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$15
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Renegade
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Shirt
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High quality black shirt with white printing. Has the Propergol logo, and photo on the front with "Music as a Weapon", and photo on the back.
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$15
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Tormentor
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7"
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Tormentor deals with Propergol's intimate obsessions, nothing less then a reflection, and an exploration of his confused, and chaotic innerworld. A trip to places overwhelming with imaginations and a mental journey on the sinuous, and unhealthy roads of neurosis when your own imaginations is becoming your most intimate enemy.
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$9
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Tormentor
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Shirt
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A black t-shirt, both sides with white and red printing featuring text and imagery from the Tormentor 7". Very limited.
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$20
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Un Dechainement de Violence / Cleanshaven
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2xCD
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Double CD including reissue of the first and second album by PROPERGOL, originally released as CD-Rs respectively released in ltd ed.of 99 and 200 copies in 1998 and 1999. This French project delivers dense unhealthy atmospheres, well-structured Power-Electronics, pounding dark rhythms, sampled voices and heavy processed vocals. (Functional)
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$20
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Troubled Sleep
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CD
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With this release Prurient unleashes an amazing epic of sheer banal evil. A sinister, raw and dense existential narrative focusing on domestic dread and fear, night panic, night terror, alienation and disenchantment. Extremely tense and rushing industrial noise beds of tortured electronics mixed with painful, frantic and naturally destroyed vocals accompany totally obliterated pious classical works. Fast currents of textural noise alternate with slow damaged industrial noise and deep ambient drone structures adding to the tension that never seems to reach the breaking point. Intensely personal with feelings of suspended fear and drawn futility.
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$12
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Shipwrecker's diary
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CD
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"Shipwrecker's Diary" - the most pure noise recording that Prurient has done to date. this release focuses more on speed, texture, current, and reoccurring themes - as generated by electronics, more so than environmental and atmospheric passages. Source sounds were also provided by Lindsey Watkins and Macronympha for extra spice. (ground fault)
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$ 8
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Black Vase
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CD
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Like a dense fog drifting over your village, Prurient has come to fuck you up. Dominick Fernow is PRURIENT. He attacks large amplifiers, shirtless, with two microphones swirling into the invisible electro-magentic fields around the amps and makes tubes burst, capacitors swell, and fuses burn. Black Vase is a null transmission, from a shirtless terrorist deep in the zone. The total effect: like a bullet lodged deep in your consciousness .
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$12
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Point and Void
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CD
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Reissue of a rare 2xC20 cassette that was originally released in 2000 in an edition of 30 copies only. Heavy and bleak noise. (Ninth Circle)
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$ 8
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Adam tied to Stone
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LP
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All new recordings of malaise put to tape 2006 in NYC by Dominick Fernow. (Pygmy/Blossoming Noise)
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$15
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Prurient / Kevin Drumm
All are guests in the house of the lord
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CD
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All Are Guests In the House of the Lord is among the darkest record in either artists catalog. The subtle textures of the electronics combined with near cinematic arrangements make for a record that is engaging and consistent in mood of tension. (Hospital Productions)
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$12
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PSYCHOLOGISCHE ABWEHRFRONT
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Bewusstseins Diktatur
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7 inch record
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Three dark pieces of power eletronic noise dealing with mind control.
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$ 6
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Global mind control
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CD
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10 tracks that are a mixture of heavy electronics, harsh noise, and processed samples. At times gritty and corrosive, other times slow and layered with steady rhythmic churning and low frequency rumbling. ltd. 200 (Lwhite)
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$12
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PSYCHONAUT 75 / AESTHETIC MEAT FRONT
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Demonium of the Earth
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CD
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split release by two USA sabbatic & demonic projects. Psychonaut 75 deliver six tracks that mix black industrial with High witchcraft, Pulsating Industrial electronics with demonic vocals. Aesthetic Meat Foundation contribute four soundtrack for deprogramming rituals using the sounds of meat, blood, fire, bones, and other sound samples. (Old Europa Cafe)
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$14
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Vision of Shadows
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Compact Disc
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Drifiting electronic drones and sounds.
Hypnotic and strange.
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$ 15
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Public Immorality / Ganzer / Sudanstrain
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PIGS
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CD
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PI is the one from now-dead FUNKSTILLESENDER / ZFK / KOMATOSERZUSTAND ranks. Brainquaking Harsh Noise is the result of the processing. Project of MAJDANEK WALTZ Dark Folk band — GANZER. Factory War is a sort of a radio show based on the book Mona Lisa Overdrive by W.Gibson. Radio-controlled robots, made of metal junks, (the Witch, the Judge and the Investigator) are crushing in a battle in a factory yard. Monotonous, transcendent Harsh Noise. SS — Harsh Noise / Power Noise project of POLARIS with a couple of split-tapes done. 4 tracks of hysterical Harsh Noise & buzzing Power Electronics. (Abgurd)
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$ 9
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Collisions
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3" CD
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one twenty+ minute piece of sparse synth tones, twisting static and unexpected analog grit from this Portland artist. ltd. 110
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$ 7
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Call
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C30
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ominous. dark-cloud-doom-drones gather and give way to cold harsh winds of static. dread sets in. paralysis by fear. the deafening hum subsides, the frantic chatter of the final moments breaks through. the last transmission, the last sound before the fall. (Rundownsun)
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$ 6
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Drunken Astronaut
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C26
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sounds far too intricate to be made by a 'drunken' astronaut...dude was stoned though...stoned and alone. surrounded by strange buttons and machinery and filled with overwhelming solitude, claustrophobia and vertigo. lost abysmal synth throb from the darkest cockpit. (Abhorrent AD)
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$ 6
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Piece Premier
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3"CD
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Debut CD from this Spanish project by the same person behind the Profundo Tormento CD above. 5 tracks of dark atmospheric soundtracks. Deep drones mixed with otherworldly sounds and mysterious voices.
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$ 7
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Renferme
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3"CD
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Second CD from this Spanish project presenting 4 tracks of deep and dark drones mixed with subtle sound manipulation. An aural glimpse into the other world of mystery and dreams.
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$7
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Drag Sewage Love
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C - 30
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Low bass guitar rumble.
(Loud Cat)
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$ 4
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Llibertat
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3" CD
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Great new band from Barcelona, highly recommended for fans of death industrial, dark ambient, martial and noise. 5 exclusive new tracks for this 3" release. (Mask of the slave)
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$ 7
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Solidsteeltube
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CD
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Pyrox is a side project of the person who does KNURL. Instead of the trademark Knurl sound of using processed metal sounds, Pyrox only uses raw electronics to make his sound. The results are a more alien, unnatural sound the knurls organic textures. This is a very limited edition, self released by knurl/Pyrox.
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$12
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Accelerant
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CD
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Pyrox is a project of Alan Bloor, the man behind KNURL. Instead of using Metal, all the sounds on Pyrox where created using just the sounds of the electronics themselves. The results are five tracks of searing electronic tones, and pure raw energy.
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$14
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