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Bergen
2XLP
This is a soloproject of Hellmut Neidhart, guitarist from [Multer], and is his first full length release after a previous 7". Here he presents over an hour of the finest Guitar drones. ranging from drifting ambience to storm like wails of feedback, both beautiful, and frightening. ltd 200 copies (Genesungswerk)
$18
Asphyxiating
CD
the debut CD by this new Italian powerelectronics act! N. creates sounds and atmospheres dealing with the most extreme and nihilistic concepts. Obsessed by diseases and psychosis, this man has worked some years in a psychiatric hospital seeing the dark side of human nature. Minimal, synthetic, clear and aseptic violent sounds. (Slaughter Productions)
$15
City of the broken Wheelchairs
CD
Minimal and sick noise injections, music for functionsless bodies. ltd. 100 in DVD case (Spatter)
$15
Failure
CD
The very new album of Italian Power Electronics grandeur. Sublime layers of hard synthetic Noise. (Abgurd)
$ 9

Napalmed
Never mind the MSBR here's the Napalmed
CD
Napalmed, from the Czech Republic has been around for almost 10 years now, but have only had a few releases over the years. This CD features two long tracks, totaling over an hour, of Chaotic, experimental noise. Mixing Metal Junk and Iron Scrap, Prepared and home-made acoustic guitars, egg cutter, voice, microphones, pedal effects, and minidisk samples, Napalmed has a sound all of there own, constantly in flux, and not fitting into just one genre of sound.
$14

NARBENERDE
BPD
CD
New CD from this German project, by the same person behind Azoium. Three long tracks featuring A well done mixture of Harsh industrial, and Power electronics noise, as well as dark ambient sound experementation.
$15
No more empathy
CD
Three long tracks from Narbenerde, a side project of Azoikum. A harsh mixture of power electronics with processed vocals and sound samples. Inspired by the soundwork of MB, as well as the movie "Silence of the Lambs" ltd. 100 Plastic DVD box
$15

NARKOLEPTIK
So Sweet, So Perverse
CD
Harsh Noise and Power Electronics from Romania. 5 tracks edited and remastered from old cassette releases. (Mask of the Slave)
$10

NARROWMIND / SUDANSTRAIN
SPLIT
Tape
Split release of harsh noise/power electronics from Russia.
$ 5

NAVICON TORTURE TECHNOLOGIES
scenes from the next millennium
CD
Debut release from this New York power electronics artist. Navicon presents an infinitely bleak and apocalyptic vision, the sound of a post nuclear-war society, where war machines shudder and grind in endless cycles, and the black soot of dying factory production fills the poisonous air. Structured elements of loops and samples meld with caustic textures, erupting amidst bridled chaos and pulsating waves of white hot, saturated noise and distortion. An anguished, confrontational vocal presence makes itself known, exploding in a cathartic aggression brought on by suppressed demons and festering hate. Varied and dark, Scenes From the Millennium is not just for the p.e. fanatics, but for all aficionados of death industrial and to a smaller degree, dark ambient.
$12

NEBEL TORVUM
Fallen Leaves Forgotten
CD
This is the second CD from this Canadian project. With its dark and brooding melodies and very eerie film score quality, it conjures up images of darkness and depravity. A journey back to ancient times, when ancient spirits still walked the earth.
$12

NECROPHONIE
1996 - 2006
10"
Necrophonie is a collaboration project of M.Nothing (a.k.a. Atrax Morgue), and Devis G. (a.k.a. DeV, Lvnvs, Teatro Satanico). Greasy electronic noises are discharged with muddiness reverberation like as leaking from stoned coffin. One side is filled with poisonous shadow as recorded in 2006. The other side is more rusted industrial noise mainly inorganic rhythms and heavy layered paranoid electronics and was recorded in 1996. Beautiful corset styled foldout sleeve with an inside message and full color printed insert. Ltd. 300 copies. (Dogma Chase)
$20

NECROPHORUS
Imprints
CD
Beautiful, sensitive and electrified, 'Imprints' vibrates a fresh air mixed of three dimensional electrified organic field recordings and minimal immersive sequenced organ sounds thus creating the psychedelic atmosphere of virtually being inside the music, inside the magic circle of the aural landscape. 'Imprints' is the fifth CD album from Necrophorus/Peter Andersson (Sweden) who is most known for the project raison d'etre. (Wrotycz)
$10

NECROPOLIS
Necrosphere
CD
Hailing from the Siberian land of Irkutsk, Russia, Necrosphere is the soundtrack to the author's dreams and based on field recordings made in Taiga and disused military missile shafts. (Cold Spring)
$12

NEGATIVE ENTROPY
MS Stubnitz Stockholm
CD
the brainchild of michael prime (morphogenesis) & geert feytons (noise maker's fifes) who offers us some of their finest obscure and adventurous live & raw dronescapes through this amazing delirium!
$10

NEGRU PULSE
Madeira
CD
A collaboration between Swedish projects Negru Voda (Megaptera) and Moliebka Pulse. Working together to create Two long and Dark Industrial tracks in the best Cold Northern Tradition. Cold Desolate soundscapes mixed with piercing otherworldly electronics and voices from another world. (old Europa Cafe)
$14

SETH NEHIL
Uva
3" CD
Seth Nehil possesses an uncanny ability to create a wealth of sounds using innovative recording and performance techniques, without relying on effects boxes and processors. He creates complex sound environments that are subtle, clear and close. His sounds seem to emphasize the very silence that surrounds them, creating an infinite space for the listener¹s imagination to roam.
$ 7

Nerve net noise
Meteor Circuit
CD
Nerve Net Noise is the synthesizer duo of Tsuyoshi Nakamaru and Hiroshi Kumakiri. Each Nerve Net Noise album is an astoundingly thorough exploration of one aspect of what their rough and barely controllable homemade synthesizers can do. "Meteor Circuit" explores rhythms and beats, but it's no minimal glitch album, and neither is NNN a "noise" band. With a strange new angle on electronic improvisation, they twisted knobs until their machines produced rhythmic pulses, then hit record and let the instruments decide what would happen next. The "natural" imperfections of the synthesizers' circuitry determined how each piece would evolve with little or no interaction from the artists. They then edited the works into a coherent and immensely bizarre album. (Intransitive)
$12

NETHERWORLD
Hallucinations
3"CD
processed field recordings (done in Scotland), acoustic & electronic sounds mixed together to create deep & droney atmospheres in the great Italian ambient tradition. (Taalem)
$ 7

NEUNTOTER DER PLAGUE
Doors beyond doors
CD
morbid and twisted Ritual Death Ambient. Dark hypnotic atmospheres, autoharp, droning vocals, backwards samples, chains, electronic drones, violin, hand bells, sleigh bells, etc. This project is devoted to the author's psychedelic experiences - according to the sounds put here, that experience was really horrifying. Open those Doors for yourself. (Abgurd)
$10
Last wish / Acid Reign
LP
Extremely cold and minimalistic terror drones accompanied by ghastly, inimitable vocalizations. NEUNTÖTER DER PLAGE is the long-running project of Ryan Opperman, aka Redrot/Xombie/Post Mortem Junkie, and operator of the Skeletone label. ltd. 306 (SNSE)
$10
The White Ashen
CD
Reissue of the limited cassette originally released on Skeletone. Three long tracks of nightmarish black ambient. (Abgurd)
$10
Where The Dead Things Are
C60
The reaper, Ryan Oppermann (KLINIKAL SCUM, REDROT), is the hand & mind, and most noticably, the haunting voice of this established project. WHERE THE DEAD THINGS ARE is the continuing pathway of the eternally bleak journey for the NEUNTOTER. menacing, blackened drones lead down the gallows to an oscillating death. the crackling terror of the final hour. (Nurse Etiquette)
$ 7
Betwixt Descending Corridors
LP
A personal exploration into the dark places that exist inside all of us. Inspired by vivid nightmares and dark visions glimpsed while staring into the bottomless depths of the abyss. Combining the best (or is it worse) elements of Dark Ambient, Death Industrial and Black Metal to create the darkest music possible. (Self Abuse)
$15

NEON RAIN
Dirtier than the dirt
CD
10 tracks from this French experimental electronics project. a breed of post-industrial dark-ambient with distant distorted voices, mechanical industrial sounds, low rumblings, drones, experimental noises, avantgardism etc. The moods range from loud and persist ant to hauntingly and disquietingly placid. (Steelwork maschine)
$12

NEVER KNOWN
On the edge of Forever
CD
Dark and unsettling atmospheric music. The soundtrack to all of your nightmares.
$15
Live at the Cosmic Egg
CD
This is a limited edition of 100 special release of a live performance from 2000. Almost an hour of floating dark ambient music. Three of the songs on this CD have never been released before, the others are remixed live versions of tracks from there previous CD's. Limited edition of 100 copies.
415
Once in a lifetime
CD
This CD is a reissue of material from this Italian project, that originally appeared on two different rare cassette releases on the Murder Release label, as well as a brand new track. Deep and spacious ambient electronic music,
$15
Dawn of an era
CD
This is the re-issue of the tracks contained on the very rare "Dawn of an Era" tape. All the tracks have been re-worked and re-mastered for this edition and are presented here in a different form than the original release. In addition, this CD contains 3 more tracks which were previously unreleased and that are exclusive to this release. Dark, ambient soundscapes of inner worlds, and outer space.
$15

NEVER PRESENCE FOREVER
Disturbed Visceral Nociception
CD
NEVER PRESENCE FOREVER unravel slowly with a profoundly well conceived album of Bleak Minimalism and Dark Ambience. To this foundation they add somniferous hints of melody, abrasion and rhythmic punctuation. Rich textural drifts and detailed craftsmanship give this release an enveloping penetration and depth. NPF has a few limited releases but "Disturbed Visceral Nociception" marks the first widely available release.
$12

NEVROZ
Symptom 1
CD
A collection of Seven tracks of morbid death industrial from this French project. Cold and clinical atmospheres and pulsating electronics dark,atmospheric and relaxing as death. (Slaughter)
$15

NEW RISEN THRONE
Chants for the cold and dying sun
CD
Seven tracks of cold and desolate soundscapes from this Mysterious Italian artist mixing Ancient atmospheres and Modern Industrial blackness. Comprised of lengthy drones, sparse noise and some creepy, and mysterious voices. Morbid Dark ambient/Death Industrial sounds that will leave you feeling utterly scared and alone. ltd. 200
$12

NEXUS 6
NEXUS 6 / FLATLINE CONSTRUCT
Compact Disc
Harsh distorted noise and experemental electronics from the US and Canada.
(Let it Rot)

$ 10

NIELLERADE FALLIBILISTHORSTAR
Halrum
LP
Brooding, Menacing creep from Sweden. Using found, homemade, and traditional instruments in a variety of settings (including many out-of-doors,) NFH creates music that is chaotic, ambient, and full of unease. Hålrum is the noise of rusted ghost armies. It is the sound of decayed and poisoned winds as they howl through forgotten chemical factories. It is aural dread.
$10
Skrankverk
CD
material recorded in and out of doors, 2004-2006. somewhat more intimate in feel than their previous lp/cd 'hålrum', the stark scrape and squeak of metal sharply contrasting with the ghostly goings-on underneath and in the distance. (Dystonia EK)
$12
Niellerade Fallibilisthorstar / Green Army Fraction
Westerbotten

CD
After Sweden’s Niellerade Fallibilisthorstar’s impressive full length albums Hålrum and Skrankverk, this collaborative album shows an even further development in their sound. The pairing with Green Army Fraction (also from Sweden) for Westerbotten results in a massive, powerful sound. Their heavy use of cymbals and analog electronics creates impressions that surpass harsh noise trappings, and the listener immediately realizes that Westerbotten exceeds genre definitions or expectations of either group involved. Elaborately printed with metallic inks and packaged in a gatefold sleeve, along with a 16-page booklet. (Cathartic Process)
$15

NIKO
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MiniCD
This is the debut release from Niko, a new female electronics artist from Japan. This release is a tiny Nameplate/Buisness card size CD with one short track, just over 3 minutes long. The music is an abstract collage of Feedback sounds. ltd. 60 (MSBR)
$10

NITROUS FLESH
Shadow Fracture
CD
Debut Full-length CD from this US artist, Nine tracks the mix Industrial, noise, and dark / ritual ambient soundscapes with overtones of horror and the occult. A nice mixture of sinister nightmare sounds with heavy industrial electronics, mixing the futuristic with the demonic.
$12

Nixilx.nijilx

CD
Impressive soundscapes from the Greek underground. One beautiful 20 minute track plus two more, of which one was used as a soundtrack to a recent installation at the events of chondros/katsiani's 'hyperdwthe' in thessaloniki, Northern Greece. A delicate universe of intense electro-acoustic sounds and lowercase drones. ltd. 137 (Absurd)
$ 8

NKONDI
Everything that isn't touching my eyes is gone
CD
19 tracks of extreme harsh noise electronics. Raw and energetic pedal and electronic abuse for fans of extreme noise (harsh noise)
$10

NMPERIGN / JASON LESCALLEET
Love me two times
2xCD
The result of six years of live and studio collaboration, LM2X is by far the most ambitious and uncompromising statement yet by this formidable trio. The album begins as a more-or-less straight documentary-style recording of group improvisation, but don’t get too comfortable… over the course of the next two hours, the ground steadily shifts, the bottom drops out, and any expectations a listener may have had going in are thoroughly trampled. Join the group as they visit art galleries, rock clubs, living rooms, at least one church, and the kitchen of a famous chef, before finally putting a fist through an amplifier. Fans will find the usual ingredients here: crusty old reel-to-reel tape decks, cheap keyboards, amplified and acoustic horns…but rude tape splices, violent humor, and confusingly degraded fidelity push the music far from safe territory. The visceral drama of LM2X does not neatly spell out its intentions, nor does it signal exactly what it has up its sleeve. It exists in its own universe, demands repeat listens and to be taken on its own terms. (Intransitive)
$16

NO
Moongoon
7"
Three tracks from this obscure German project, MOONGOON is a superb sub-bass drone piece of higher beauty - through a foggy sound distant melodies appear, like repressed memories from a long gone past.. on the second side we listen to a more disturbing composition, using glitches, found material, cut-up drone- and high-frequency sounds for a more collaged, and captivating effect. ltd. edition of 250 copies (Drone Records)
$ 7

NOCTURNE
Hymn for Herest I & II
CD
Nocturne is the musical representation of "Art Shock" visual work, which is completely based on historical facts related to the 2 Word Wars and Representing in a crude way this reality in sounds & images. Over 75 minutes of uncompromising bubbling & rumbling "military" industrial sounds with lots of sampled voices from the past & war sounds. Pain & reality. Special large folding poster cover, with explicit war imagery. Old Europa Cafe
$15

NO FESTIVAL OF LIGHT
Officina Gentium Vagina Nationum
 
Six tracks of low freqency, dark, deep, and heavy atmosperic music.
(Tesco/Functional)

$ 15

NOGGIN
No Man’s Land
7 inch record
Noisy guitar and violin improvisation.
Recorded live in New York, 1995.

$ 4

NOISEGATE
The Towers are Burning
LP
Dense walls of heavily treated guitar, bass, and tape samples with occasional vocals.
$ 7

NOISE-MAKERS FIFES
Legnica
CD
This recording comes from a show which took place in the theatre in Legnica while Ars Media Presentations on 5th October 1997 during second tour NMF in Poland (Impulsy Stetoskopu)
$12

NORD
Electronic Initiation
CD
Brand new release on Japans Kinky Music label, after years of silence from this Legendary Japanese band, who released one LP in the '80s that's now highly collectible. This CD contains three long tracks, totaling over an hours worth of music that is a mixture of psychedelic electronics, and harsh noise.
$15

The Nordic Miracle
We shall provide
CD
Verging on the edge of pain there is always pleasure. After years of wild live and studio assaults from the 'Trondheim Scene', the crooner noise duo of Lasse Marhaug and Tore Honore Boe rise like a phoenix from the ruins of dead noise projects like Origami Replika, Sultans Of Swing, Lasse Marhaug Band, Climax Of Copenhagen and Herb Mullin. Pulling out every trick from the golden book of extreme sound performance, TNM offer you the ultimate listening experience. Recommended.
$12

Nordvargr
Enter Nordvargr
2xCD
HENRIK NORDVARGR BJÖRKK Has been active in the Industrial Noise scene for well over 10 years now, with numerous different projects. This special double CD collects a CDs worth of rare, and unreleased material from Folkstorm, and a Second CD featuring rare tracks, and collaborations from some of his different projects (Toroidh, Econocon, MZ. 412, HH9, Muskel, Incinerator International, LORV, Körperwelten, Nordvargr/Drakh, DIN) (Old Europa Cafe)
$20
On broken wings towards victory
CD
Six tracks exploring the dark cellars of the mind of Henrik Nordvargr Bjorkk (MZ412, Folkstorm, etc). Dark, mysterious, and Frightfull ambient soundscapes
$14

M NORTHAM
From within the solar Cave
CD
Three long tracks of Organic, droning atmospheric soundwork, includes a piece in collaboration with co caspar & john grznich. Haunting and Beautiful. Comes packaged in round, fold out cover.
$14
Suhina
10"
"Suhina" is a notion for the sound of the wind moving through the trees. Instead of doing field recordings of wind Michael Northam tried to capture this feeling & the essence of this process through instrumental recordings from Indonesian flute & keyboard. Nature phenomena seen as the true manifestation of the Unknown. (Substantia Innominata)
$17

NOS
Not Otherwise Specified
CD
Creeping structures of slow darkhop; the haunted psychedelic mechanism of genius beats and textures wedded into one seamless, unforgettable flight. The debut release from this highly regarded Swiss duo tips it's hat to Mick Harris' Scorn and Quoit projects, runs the same streets as Ocosi, Mothboy and Submerged, but cuts through even vaster, more downtempo nether-regions of chewy, soul-kissing grooves. Slower and more melancholy than any of it's contemporaries, NOS rules a certain kingdom in that universe, an empire of darker rivers, less light and active shadows.
$12

NOTHING
The spine overshadowed by the rope
CD
A conflagration of feverish sonic dreams and aural anthrax. A hybrid of studio and live material, in collaboration with Michael Hensley of Blood Box & Yen Pox. Two extended works of ultra detailed experimental ambiance, harsh electronics, and bludgeoning percussion.
$12
Carried by a red thread
3" CD
NOTHINGS's "Carried By A Red Thread" is comprised of two tracks. The first being a companion piece to a track on the upcoming full length to be released on Eibon. The second is a composite of a live performance and unreleased studio material. The release boats a much more harsh and violent side to Nothing. Comes in slimline case.
$ 7

NO XIVIC
Rauhattomuus
7"
NO XIVIC is a newcomer from the growing Finnish drone era. His very first release consists of three pieces based on long & moving metallic drones mixed with higher, near-distorted frequencies and low rumblings. This results in pure & elegant floating dronescapes that never stands still, giving you nothing to fix upon from your completely immersed mind. An atmosphere which is as much haunting as it is otherworldly. These three Finnish titles: 'Rauhattomuus', 'Kemikaaleja' and 'Sieni' translate as 'Restlessness', 'Chemicals' and 'Mushrooms'. These tracks are pointing to an inherent tension and have a brilliant intoxicating quality to them. Limited edition of 300
$ 7
I do blame you
3"CD
no Xivic is Henkka Kyllönen, a finnish artist who composes underground 'dronish' experimental sounds, based on long & moving metallic drones mixed with higher, near-distorted frequencies and low rumblings. this results in pure & elegant floating dronescapes that never stands still, giving you nothing to fix upon from your completely immersed mind. (Taalem)
$ 6
Uneksija
CD
Persistent, irrational fear of solitude, being alone. Each precious day, hour after hour, we are walking into the deep corners of our minds to confront our darkest thoughts of loneliness, painting our fear to face the reality and to put them pieces together under a shower of light. no Xivic is the dreamweaver of nightmares, the nookleptia of reality, pushing the walls of isolation closer to the heart and giving hope for the mind to enter a new world of skin. The crackling soundscapes of dark ambient crawls slowly down the spine and gnaws on the apple of bitterness before the fractures of noise splinters like frozen flowers of all dreams. (Onyxia)
$12

N P
NP vs THIRDORGAN
Ver. 3

C - 60
Recordings of a live performance in Osaka on 10/25/1998.
NP is experemental guitar, Thirdorgan is electronic noise.

$ 7

NTL (NON TOXIQUE LOST)
Terre et Argent
LP
Release of cassette material of the 80s from this classical German old school industrial group. Youll hear rhythmical synthesizer work combined with aggressive guitar and kicking vocal parts in a abstract way between punk and avantgarde. - not old school but old. With the dirty sound of the 80ies which nobody makes today thanks to the computer. That's cult! Edition of 300 copies in a silk-screen print cover. (Reduktive Musiken)
$15

K. K. NULL
0.004
Compact Disc
11 tracks recorded in early 1998 using guitar and home made electronics showing the large variety of sounds he can come up with...
$ 12
Termanial Beach
Compact Disc
Guitar generated noise soundscapes.
Thickly textured ambiant noise.

$ 12
Ultamate Material III
Compact Disc
Two long tracks of screaching layers of guitar generated noise.
$ 12
Prime Radiant
CD
insane new effort from Japanese master of sound Kazuyuki Kishino. a deluxe helping of symphonic noise, structured ambience, broken down rhythmics & scattered pitch sculptures. (blossoming noise)
$10
KK Null/David Brown
Terminal Hz

CD
A mixture of Nulls sweeping "Nulltronics" mixed with David Browns Avant-garde guitar playing. Five tracks totaling just over 30 minutes.
$ 8
KK Null / Moz
a split release

CD
This is a split CD between KK Null from Japan, and Moz, from the US. Each artist gets 30 minutes to play with. The NULL material on this CD is a change from a lot of his earlier work. Using guitar and other sounds which are then processed through a large assortment of homemade effect units, looped, and overlaid into a strange form of electronic music. The tracks from MOZ on this CD are some of his more atmospheric work, processed electronics, voices, dark chanting and other sounds.
$12

NURSE WITH WOUND
The Musty Odour Of Pierced Rectums
LP
This is a full fledged, full length, full bodied album of previously unreleased material, and just when you thought it couldn't get any weirder... It would seem that the musty odour exuded by pierced rectums is exhilarating; even scintillating. With rounds of disembodied voices, arias of crackle and rumble, jets of ascendant and descendant sound, bursts of silent, nurse wounding flak (Beta-Lactam Ring)
$20
Images / Zero Mix
CD + Book
Thou had best be ready when the angry eelectric finger points to YOU! THUS SPAKE NURSE (& Xhol): The recipe began with our fearless leader, Steve Stapleton, cooking up some recordings & mixing in a few tablespoons of Xhol Caravan. Beta-lactam Ring now serves up this piping hot dish to you, the hungriest of hungry, hungry hippos. In addition, Chef Steve painted 100 individually hand painted discs to celebrate the release of the three album set “Angry Eelectric Finger”. The paint and vinyl was salvaged from the local landfill site at Inagh, County Clare, Ireland and recycled here in Cooloorta during September and November 2004. The paintings were displayed in Galway, Ireland and Portland, Oregon before being offered for sale. All the paintings are now presented here in a deluxe 220 page hardbound book with full color images and a spot gloss coating.The book also contains the album "Zero Mix" packaged in a book bound cd case. (Beta-Lactam Ring)
$35

NYARLATHOTEP
Skillful means
CD
Tentacles of the sleeping old ones, reaching out from the Plains of Leng? No! Crawling chaos and bone-breaking noise, reaching out from Arizona! Nyarlathotep spews six tracks of hard chattering hymns to the elder gods, guaranteed to warp geometry and leave a slimy trail back to the crypt. Six tracks, 55 minutes. Hand-screened disc in digipack with insert, limited to 80 copies. (Housepig)
$ 5

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