| Self Abuse Records |
| PO box 197 |
| Colebrook, NH |
| 03576 USA |
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Self Abuse Records - Catalog
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Arise
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CD
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Debut CD from this German project, featuring members of the Ant-Zen group Mondblut. Here they present 7 tracks of dark, ritualistic soundwork collected and remixed from a few obscure cassette releases. a resurrection of forgotten manifestations out of the void (Memento Mori)
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$14
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HAEMORRHAGING FETUS / OUBLIETTE
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SPLIT
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2 x Bizcard CD
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Two harsh noise artists battling Depression Through sound abuse. ltd. 50
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$ 6
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Drawn Dead
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CD
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DRAWN DEAD is the sound of a burning human body. The sound of a boiling kneecap microwave marshmallow popping and then sliding down the leg like jellied pulp. This record is so dark, you can smell the burning flesh and will have to shake the human ash from your clothes after each listen. (Hanson)
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$10
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Hands To Turn My Hands To
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Compact Disc
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Destroyed soundscapes!
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$ 12
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S F O
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Compact Disc
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Excelent live recording from 1988.
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$ 12
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Croatoan
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CD
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Singular examinations of places and things in the Jeph Jerman style; dissonant, fourtrack humming and wind-shadows, sticks and footsteps across desert gravel, but cleaned up so every clank and rustle of weeds and sticks comes through. And it changes suddenly and completely many times. Lots of different places here. You can almost smell the dust of some remote audio-archeological dig-site, Jerman as the conductor and explorer, piles of rocks and dead cacti all about. It is so hard to convey to the uninitiated what Jerman does, and how refreshing it is to hear something that has no regard for entertainment, but rather sets up a situation where each sound is appreciated on its own. How perfect it is to move into these spaces Jerman provides, these simple, strange, common and yet shamanist soundworlds. Croatan is ambient, but in the strictest sense, its all location/outdoor sound recording. With some human interaction.
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$10
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Cultivating Calamity
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10 inch record
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Documenting the further adventures of Farmer-X and the Piggy-Girls.
(Vinyl Communications)
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$ 8
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Cultivating Calamity
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Compact Disc
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Same tracks as the 10 inch record, along w/ tracks from his 7"s on VC.
The 10 inch cover is much nicer though...
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$ 12
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A Furthered Pause
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7 inch record
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Two more tracks of aural damage.
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$ 5
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Predetermined by Accident
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7 inch record
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Celebrating 20 plus years of making a big mess in the name of noise.
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$ 4
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Rot
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7 inch record
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More sounds of destruction!
On white vinyl, limited to 500 copies.
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$ 5
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Truncated Formica
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7 inch record
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More destroyed music!
Limited to 750 copies
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$ 4
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Untitled title shots
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CD
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Three realtime recordings of GX Jupitter-Larsen's Untitled Title Belt feeding back on itself. No multi-tracking or post-production was applied. Conceived by Jupitter-Larsen, with electronics by Damion Romero (Speculum Fight), and leather-work by Paul Stoll (BodyM), this noise belt is unlike the traditional championship wrestling belt it was fashioned after. This implement functions as a combination microphone, distortion-pedal, & noise generator.
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$12
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Death defying sickness
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CD
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Finally, after many delays, a CD of the full complete vision of DEATH-DEFYING SICKNESS by The Haters. Most who've heard this uncompromising blast consider it not only the harshest ever by The Haters, but also the best!!! Hear the oxidizing voices that inspired the tale of DOCTOR X: "... the image of 'the naughty nurse' never entered his mind. A biosafety level-4 laboratory was his only home. His whole wardrobe consisted mainly of hot claustrophobic and sweaty environmental suits that completely encapsulated his body. Doctor X, a prominent microbiologist, had been working for years on a cure for a disease called A.T. 80. A severe virus, A.T. 80 causes the victim's skeleton to become corrosive, eating away at the surrounding anatomy. Connective tissue was always the first to be effected. The result was complete with a sweeping numbness, high fever, and uncontrollable hemorrhaging..."
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$12
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G.X. Jupitter-Larsen
mind the gap
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3" CD
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One theory in audio-dynamics regards noise as a simultaneous movement in all directions. The theory being that each individual direction is a cross section of a larger accumulative effect. This theory goes on to state that everything except for nothingness moves as part of the polywave. The way one measures the polywave is by comparing unconnected entities. That is by comparing the polywave (movement) to nothingness (stillness). If clocks indicate not a movement of time, but the metabolism of the person perceiving the clock in motion, then time would be a stationary void located in between the passing of events. And anti-time then as the velocity of metabolism.
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$ 6
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David Ireland and GX Jupitter-Larsen
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CD
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3 collaborative tracks between GX Jupitter-Larsen of the Haters, and conceptual sculpture David Ireland
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$ 12
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Manon Anne Gillis and GX Jupitter-Larsen
Encored Dust
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7"
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A collaboration between GX and this french sound artist. Two tracks of Highly processed sound manipulation. The 7" has been cut with double groves, so it will randomly pick one of the songs when you play it
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$ 4
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The Haters and Mr. California
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LP
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noise terrorist and punk basher team up for this collaboration LP with The Haters contributing some harsh Calculator noise which Mr. California contributes some blasting DJ loops and odd electronic sounds. As with most Haters releases, you never really know what to expect, but your sure to be entertained. ltd. 300
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$ 9
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Haters / Lockweld
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LP
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Split Album with the haters bringing you the amplified sounds of a calculator colliding with a fan blade, while Lockweld contribute Six tracks of Harsh electronics. Hand made covers, ltd. 300
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$8
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GX Jupitter-Larsen & IDX1274
Sandpaper & Vinyl
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3" CD
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Comes with both, as well as a piece of gum. (Spacelessjam)
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$ 5
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Hates haunts & Sinister Sam
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Recycled magick drones
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7"
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The Polish duo HATI is a very active live group, using an array of archaic and ethnic instruments such as gongs, cymbals, north-African drums and clarinets, wooden trumpets, horns and flutes. What’s more, their music also includes found objects of scrap metal, plastic or wood. Their first release on vinyl presents two pieces of multi-layered gong drones, nicely processed for full trance effect and enriched with whistling and rattling sounds and delayed percussion. Above all these sounds, there’s a mighty overtune buzz with heavenly droning contemplation wafts. (Drone records)
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$11
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1833
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CD
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Harsh electronics from Germany. An interesting mix of thick waves of sound, with quick, sharp bursts of electronic noise
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$ 14
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Collected Stories
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C - 60
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Dense mixture of noise and sound recorded during live radio broadcasts.
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$ 5
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THE HEARING TRUMPET / R. STANTON
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C - 60
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One track collaboration, one track Hearing Trumpet sounds mixed by R. Stanton of Corprolith.
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$ 5
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Jazz Bust
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CDep
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Xeaxx Xeaxx (prono unced "Heavy Seals") play music like Magic Johnson plays Basketball (very rarely & coughing & sweating alot while doing so). John Wiese plays dolley, forks, shampoo bottle, shower, comb & Brace Paine plays the guitar, the lips, hair straightener, blowdryer, glass of milk & one nacho cheese dorito.
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$ 8
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HEDORAH / THE FORTIETH DAY
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SPLIT
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C20
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Cult black doom meets gothic blackened noise. Hedorah features Dan Hall and James Keeler of Wilt, The Fortieth Day is Mark Solotroff and Isidro Reyes from Bloodyminded. (Institute For Organic Conversations)
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$ 7
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John Hegre / Lasse Marhaug / Helge Sten
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The comfort of objects
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CD
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A one-shot collaboration CD recorded over the last two years where the three artists have reworked the same source material, not knowing what the others would do with it -resulting in three very different solutions. From the intense and loud to the subtle and beautiful, "The comfort of objects" is Norwegian electronic music at its best.
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$14
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Conduit no. 2
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7"
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Helice Pied is a newcomer from Athens, Greece who used to record under the name. Nixilx.Nijilx but for this very first vinyl release a new project name was chosen. Conduit no. 2 is a perfect example of sensibly spun experimental drone. Floating waves with metallic tinkling sounds slowly approaching and disappearing again. Soft white noise swooshes circulating widely around an invisible center. Sound sources are hardly recognizable, coming from concrete sounds of churchbells and E-guitar. The atmosphere rising is one of quietness & meditation, able to transcend your mind. (Drone Records)
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$ 9
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HERMIT / ARMENIA
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7 inch record
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Noise split from Canada and the USA.
(Garbage Society)
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$ 4
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Nihilist
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CD
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This is a collaboration between Female noise artist Hex Minora and Devis G of the band Lunus. The results are nine tracks of dark ambient/ritualistic music with a touch of S & M. In the tradition of Women of the SS, master slave relationship and sleep chamber.
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$15
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H.H.T.P. & PORTABLEPALACE
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Cavitation
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CD
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The interaction between computer science technology and freeform musical creative process becomes a central point in this international collaboration of three artists from Belarus and USA. The abstract soundscapes are obscured by intricate structures, acoustic phenomena and electronic effects, it's going to infinity and never repeat itself. The finest harmony of soundfield is credited to the principles of intuitive simulation, realised through the system of computer-aided instruments. (Monochrome Vision)
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$10
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split
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CD
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Split CD from Hijokaidan, the king of noise, and BusRatch, a highly talented experimental turntable unit. Hijyokaidan's (as spelled on this release) fundamental concept is large volume and improvisation. As the group works up intensity, the sound expends, screaming vocals with electronics and electric guitar. Busratch started in 1998. Broken records, mouse pads, metal pieces, cymbals and table scraps clash with the needle to a dizzying effect.
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$12
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diesel fruit my darling
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7"
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Nice little fifteen minute long 7" with five tracks of pulsating electronics, destroyed guitar, metal and processed voice from this one man project from Finland. Full color covers, and ltd. to 300 copies.
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$ 5
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pariisi vuonna 1959
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CD
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First full-length work from this new Finnish sound sculptor who has a few vinyl releases out previously. A Psychedelic trip back in time through sounds that know no boundaries. Endless turntable recycling loops teamed up with an assortment of electronics and instruments, all force their way through walls of harsh distortion, to come out as diverse sonic pieces of Harsh electronica containing elements of experimental noise, industrial and ambient, acting loud and painful in parts, calm and vibrating the next second. Limited edition of 150 copies.
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$ 9
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Singing the Boundaries
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Compact Disc
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Strange ambient enviroments created by Randy Greif, Jeph Jerman, And R. Kitch.
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$ 12
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Sand beasts
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CD
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one 38 minute burnt offering laid to smolder on damp grave soil. electronic throbs like searchlights revealing rotten creatures clawing at the muddy earth. first release featuring a two person hive mind lineup. (Troniks)
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$ 8
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Death Tone
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CD
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Weird dudes jamming synths. Alone. Social Problems. Problems. Recorded late into the night. Fucking A. That is the business, right there. Shit is just creepy-gets under your skin.
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$10
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Metallic Thaumaturgy
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CD
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80+ minutes of live material taken from the 4 cassette boxset and reprocessed for this 65 minute collage of live hive mind performances. conveniently broken into 7 tracks, this is a portrait of the sets from September 2004.
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$10
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Forgotten Thirst
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CD
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2 15 minute long tracks of deep analog drone (troniks)
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$ 6
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Writhing Flesh
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LP
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"Writhing Flesh" was originally issued as a cassette on Chondritic Sound in a small hand-numbered edition of 35 copies. It documents two very early Hive Mind live shows. The sound contained on this cassette was unique in the Hive Mind discography, although it still has the throbbing bass tones and bleak resonance, it contains more raw aggression. Edition of 300 copies with hand-screened and painted covers by the artist himself. (Tone Filth)
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$12
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Hive Mind and Luasa Raelon
Night Maintenance
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CD
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one 20 minute track from Hive Mind, 35 minutes across 4 tracks from Luasa Raelon (including a cover version of Sand Beasts) and one 20 minute collaborative piece!
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$12
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Hive Mind & Mammal
Our war
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C30
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One 30 minute psychedelic, Brain melting destroyer from Detroit's most hated underlords. This is volume two of the Mammal/Hive Mind collaboration series, recorded while Greh's landlord beat on the door with eviction notice in hand. ltd 188 (Animal Disguise)
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$ 6
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Blood for Dinner
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CD
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Debut CD from this French project, released on the Italian Paragoric Label. A mixture of Gothic Wave, with Female vocals, and Dark Ambient soundscapes that pay homage to the vampire legend, all with a dark, and melancholic feel to it.
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$14
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Le Cartoline perse
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CD
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Collection of various rare and unreleased tracks. Excellent dark ambient from Poland. Limited edition of 300 copies (Blade records)
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$15
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All is one
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LP
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This is there first release, on Dark Vinyl Records, after appearing on some compilations put out by ORDO CATHARIS TEMPLI. The music is four tracks of very dark, brooding and Melancholic ambient music. A very impressive debut, and I look forward to hearing more from them in the future. This LP is limited to 449 copis only.
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$ 12
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Snail on a Razor
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CD
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live in person collaboration of mid ranged feedback hell laden with raw human drones of cosmic existential turbulence from Matthew bower (total, skullflower, ramleh etc) Marcia bassett (double leopards, etc.) and dominick fernow (Prurient, etc). (Hospital Productions)
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$10
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Don't Worry About Anything
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Compact disc
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One hour long track of processed, drawn out voice sounds.
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$ 12
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Helen Marie: Reinterpretations
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2xCD
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When John Hudak recorded the "Don't Worry About Anything; I'll Talk To You Tomorrow" compact disk for Alluvial in early 1998, there was an extra piece that didn't make it on the original CD. This CD contains the original unedited track from John Hudak, as well as remixes using that track as source material by Jason Lescalleet, Mbehrens, Sukora, Peter Duimelinks, Fancisco Lopez, Eric Lanzillotta, Frans de Waard, and Leif Elgren. Haunting ambient soundscapes. Hauntingly beautiful soundscapes. packaged in a 12 page booklet which includes photo work from John Hudak and Rachael Jackson.
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$15
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Ether Rider
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7"
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another newcomer from the growing Russian experimental scene, HUM (originally a reduction from 'hum-an') defines his work as a representation of emptiness and sound, which is derived from tantric traditions. The basic intention is the restoration of mythological time. This release that is dedicated to magic flight, and enlightens with full vibrating cosmic drones and organic loops, pulling your inner mind into the center of nothingness. ltd. 300 (Drone)
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$ 9
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Societal
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LP
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For the uninitiated, HOTD's sound has been likened to being caught under an avalanche of grit. The wall of earth rumbles in from the distance, getting closer, a huge rush of wind before you are overtaken by half a mountainside of rock, dirt, stick. The sound surrounds and pounds. Finally, when left trapped under eight feet of crud, the chaos of the slide gives way to the sound of only lungs fighting for breath, mind drifting towards the light. No one's coming to help.
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$10
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Destroys Emil Beaulieau
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CD
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Human is Filth is a relatively new Noise artist from the Massachusetts area. For this CD he manipulated and destroyed sounds by Emil Beaulieau (America's greatest living Noise artist), creating nine tracks of thick and powerful noise. ltd 100 (RRR)
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$ 8
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Power Display
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CD
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Hydra Head 9 is the brand new project by Nordvargr (the master mind of MZ.412) after his decision to stop FOLKSTORM. To be compared to Japanese noise but with a cold Northern/Scandinavian touch & the usual militaristic power-industrial soul of Mr. Nordvargr. Sounds for serial killers, for a violent life in death.
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$14
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KOD
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CD
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The Second CD from this new project featuring Nordvargr (MZ412, folkstorm, Econocon, etc). A mixture of Harsh Noise, power electronics, and Chaotic industrial, with occasional noisy rhythm loops, and sampled voices and sounds. Also features a track with Texas artist Goat. (old Europa Cafe)
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$14
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Heat
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CD
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The third album by HH9, This time Mr. Nordvargr has mixed many of his different faces on to the same album for a combination of his different sounds. Sometimes reminding you of the rythmic aggression of Folkstorm, and in some other places like sophisticated noise-electronica in a way you have never heard before.
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$14
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Super Psychedelic noise feast
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CD
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Six tracks of Psychedlic love noise from Finland. Noisy electronic sound manipulation with a very crisp, and digital feeling. Limited edition on the Hand in de goot label.
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$14
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Software
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CD
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Digital harsh noise project by Radboud Mens in STAALPLAAT Holland. Digital electronic harsh noise by LapTop.
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$12
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