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CADAVER YELLETH AT AMBER TOWER
Code: Algeria
CD
Traitorous Aeronautical Crime Electronics. Deeply hidden concept & extreme form of cynicism. (Res Adversae)
$12

Neil Campbell & Campbell Kneale

CD
Two guys who lived in the same street, in the same suburb, on different sides of the globe fiddle about with each others unfinished tapes for about three years and pop out an ambitious collection of multiple-fidelity drone, shimmer & tinkle, and stereo carnage that easily ranks with the best that either of the participants have created on their own. Its pretty clear that the universe has pre-ordained this pairing of souls since the dawn of time, and smiled kindly upon their meager efforts to entertain and amuse the record buying public. Come, partake of their impressive Feng Shui.
$16

CANAAN
Brand new Babylon
CD
This is the third CD from This Italian band. 14 brand new tracks recorded using guitar, bass, drums, keyboards and vocals in both English and Italian. the album offers a mixture of soundscape-like droning ambient and melancholic darkwave with a destructive tone. A depressive languorous atmosphere, born out of desperation and isolation, slavery and self-deception, negative emotions and apocalyptic visions. Beautifully packaged in a heavy leather cover with a 12 page booklet, and 6 photo cards.
$20

CANCRENA III
Lentifero
CDr
Cancrena III is a solo side project from [fla] - Splinter Vs Stalin. Death ambient - drone - lofi - hopeless and slow cancer. (Lisca records)
$ 7

CANT
Final Performance
CD
Can't is the sound project of Mass. artist Jessica Rylan. This CD is a recording of a 5 song, 15 minute long performance at her parents house of the old Can't songs. A mixture of home made electronics and vocals. (RRR)
$ 7

CASKET AT THE ALTAR
A soul for the Offering
C30
Dark and bleak Harsh Wall Noise, creepy ghost-like vocals. (Violent Noise Atrocities)
$ 5

C O CASPAR
Chants of Change
Compact Disc
Droning machine sounds.
$ 15
Fun am Schrillen Lauschen
CD
Recordings from a live performance in 2001 by this Long time German sound artist. Using digitally manipulated and processed sounds created from various Metal and Industrial objects, the end result is a complex mixture of vibrating tones, pulsating rhythms, and scraping drones. ltd. 200
$12

CATHARSIS
CATHARSIS & DRAPE EXCREMENT
Homo Homini Lupus

Compact Disc
Split CD of Dark Death Industrial Music from France and Germany

(Black Plague)

$ 12

CATHODE TERROR SECRETION
Spectre of History's design
LP
Debut release from the new breed of US Power Electronics. Harsh and grinding noise with violent vocals. (RRRecords)
$15

CAUL
Hidden
CD
CAUL's 5th and possibly darkest album. One single track lasting for an hour. A massive comeback to bleak, dense and hyper-obscure dark ambient soundscapes for a never ending journey, magically crafted by a musician whose talent is immense.
$14

C.C.C.C.
Chaos is the Cosmos
CD
The first new C.C.C.C. release in over 10 years from this Cult japanese project. Almost 45 minutes of Raw emotion channeled into pure sound. (Cold spring)
$12

C.D (Christian Dergarabedian)
Un Piano en la Garganta
7"
originally born in Buenos Aires and now residing in Barcelona. Christian once played with REYNOLS and is now currently working solo. Here we can enjoy a six short tracks that shows us the fascinating universe of C.D. A dimension where static slow sound waves, disturbing noise-entities and meditative storm-breezes with endless thick waves of overwhelming drones digital ambience, and organic sound manipulation. limited edition of 300
$ 7

Chaos as Shelter
In the Shelter of Chaos
CD
This is an impressive Debut CD from this new Project out of Israel. Over 60 minutes of dark, atmospheric soundwork Mixing dark electronics with natural and found sounds, snatches of vocals drift in and out, as well as random percussion elements, all combining into a dark and unsettling mental soundscape.
$12
Midnight prayer/Illusion
2 x CD
The third CD release from Chaos as Shelter. A Russian living in Israel, On these two disks he finds inspiration in the collisions of mythology, religion and history that have saturated that part of the world. Deeply layered, esoteric drifts create vast timeworn landscapes of vivid detail. It is a truly environmental listen. Both haunting and Beautiful at the same time.
$16
Maelstrom
CD
This CDep is limited to 200 copies, and features the 21 minute track Maelstrom which was recorded in April 2002. This is a masterpiece of dark ambient music, gradually building into a swirling yet subtle dissonance of sound before again ebbing away into the darkness. (words made flesh)
$ 8
Dead air Broadcasts
CD
A selection of 10 radio broadcasts from another world. Recorded Using sounds from a shortwave receiver to create A mixture of dark atmospheric, industrial, and experimentally electronics, all across a wide spectrum of sound.
$12
Next year in New Jerusalem
CD
This CD features the first ever album recorded by Chaos as Shelter. Recorded in 1999, the original label that was supposed to release this CD was unable to, so this project never saw the light of day until now, so after a four year wait, you can now finally hear the origins of one of the most interesting dark ambient artists of the past few years (Crowd Control Activities)
$12
Message
3"CD
Chaos As Shelter, from Israel, has fastly become a big name in the ambient industrial world thanks to a handful of releases on various labels around the world. For this 3", Vadim has worked from a spy message he had captured on his shortwave radio. The always evolving 20mn track he has composed is simply fascinating and obsessive. (Taalem)
$6

CHEFKIRK
Zygodactyl
CD
Sounds that swoop and soar, dive and caw, beaks and claws. A wide expanse of grey-blue sky hidden by tangled leaves. Climbing upward to launch into the unknown, then coming crashing back to the earth in a muddled heap. (Stop-Eject)
$ 3

The Cherry Point
Night of the bloody tapes
CD
Equally fueled by Fangoria magazine, import laserdiscs, third generation vhs bootlegs, damaged contact mics & DOD death metal distortion, The Cherry Point has set the ultimate bait in the trap of terror. (Troniks)
$ 8

ANTOINE CHESSEX
Terra Incognita
1sided LP
a documentation of recent live stuff recorded in berlin and in asia. 2 sax / electronics blasts and a more frequency like one capturing as much as possible of antoine’s live energy and atmosphere. while working on it we found a mutual interest in ancient and medieval maps therefore is housed as such… as if you are opening a map and start examaning an unknown sound origin that lies in front of you with all its known, unknown, hidden or not places. (Absurd)
$15

CHINE NUAL
Tomorrows Leaders are busy tonight
CD
a collection of six austere electronic compositions by Rick Kitch, with Jeph Jerman (Hands To), Randy Greif and Steve Brand (Augur) contributing source material/field recordings, which are then combined with analog keyboards, computer feedback, guitar and flute, and then directed through drastic equalization techniques, home made analog filters and real time digital processing to create 6 tracks of of relaxed and subtle electronic music.
$12

CHROMATIC IDIOT / IL MESTRO DELLA PUTTANE

CD
A split release featuring four tracks from Polyandry Chromatic Idiot (featuring Bartek of XV Parowek), and one long track from Spains IMDP, all recorded live. A thick mixture of harsh noise and mutated and processed sounds. (Tabula Rasa)
$12
Chromatic Idiot / Mantichora / GM Electronics
3"CD
Great three way split between these three East European projects. Chromatic Idiot (an XV Parowek side project) and Mantichora are from Poland, GM Electronics is Czech. Each of the projects stands on a different side of the noise spectrum, which makes for a nice diverse mix.
$6

CHURNER
Static Beauty
CDr
extremely varied release going from mellow to harsh, Power Electronics to Wall Noise. (Violent Noise Atrocities)
$ 5
Sandstorming
CDr
Wall noise, wall noise and more wall noise. Multiple harsh noise walls running at the same time. Two tracks, 42 minutes total...completely crushing.(Violent Noise Atrocities)
$ 5
Churner / Richard Ramirez
2xC10
DESCRIPTION
Split release of Harsh Noise wall (Violent Noise Atrocities)

CIRCADIAN
Flanking the black moose
CD
A surreal collaboration between Jason Walton (NOTHING) and Scott Candey (Gruntsplatter) a unique study of the eccentric and unobtrusive iniquity that lingers in the ditches along the back roads of North America. (Radiotrab/Eibon)
$12

CISFINITUM
Bezdna
CD
New album of Moscow-based project Cisfinitum is the experiment in more emotional rather than in musical domain. Deep and profound, it's touching the most dark corners of human soul and takes it to the imaginary otherworlds. This peculiar quality of Cisfinitum music is achieved through extensive use of soviet analogue synthesizers, but the spiritual beauty of "Bezdna" is also created by violin and omnipresent voices. Psychoactive dark ambient combined with melodic incantations. (Monochrome Vision)
$10

CHRYSALIS & AGIT8
Sacred Silence
3" CD
Split release of prophetic, heretical cut-up noise and post-traumatic ambience from Australia (Cipher Productions)
$ 6

CLEANSE
Restraint / Forget your life
7"
The first newly recorded entry in the "private" series. Harsh power-electronics, done Detroit style, by Grey from Hive Mind/Chondritic Sound. Features a cover version of the classic NOMEANSNO track, "Forget Your Life."
$ 6

JODA CLEMENT
Movement + Rest
CD
"Movement + Rest is the result of two years work listening, collecting and arranging sound. My recordings attempt to blur the distinction between electronic, acoustic and ambient sources. Analog or acoustic instruments are used because of the direct physical process with which they generate sound. I take field recordings from sounds that habitually go unnoticed in the daily environment (airplanes overhead, trains passing in the night, the broken radiator at the end of the hall, falling snow), as well as those which are less accessible for hearing (the abandoned subway tunnels of Toronto, a muffled cab ride through Guadalajara, contact mics on Jacques Cartier Bridge, etc.). I combine nondescript omnipresent noises that surround us with instrumental and vocal recordings to create a landscape of sounds that unites the properties of both musical and everyday contexts". -JODA CLÉMENT
$ 8

CLEW OF THESEUS
Meridian
CD
Meridian is a dark and esoteric album, very focused, full of sounds at once harsh and ambient, with forceful drones and rich textures. Sounds were created with acoustic winds, electric guitar, analog and junk synthesizers and gritty electronics, mixed to create a foreboding atmosphere. Meridian was recorded in two weeks during the monsoon season of 2008. A careful study into the symbols inside the album show an obsession with elemental force and eternal power. Clew Of Theseus evokes images of furious storms, wiping the landscape of blight, bringing beautiful darkness in its wake. (Cathartic Process)
$12
Vaults vol. 1
C56
The first in the 10-year anniversary series of re-issues and unreleased recordings. This one features material from 2002-2003, primarily dark harsh noise and cut ups. Included on "Vaults, Vol. 1" are the split with Sewer Election, the 3" on Chondritic Sound, the "Meth Cook Sets Apartment Ablaze" 3", plus two unreleased tracks from failed compilations. Chrome cassettes inside screen printed cloth bag. (Cathartic Process)
$ 7
Clew of Theseus / Buckettovsissors
C40
This split release is perfect for a cold Winter. Clew Of Theseus starts off this split with Eve I that will remind listeners of some of the eerie droning tracks on “Oran.” Things shift significantly in Eve II when the track shifts from electronic buzzes and guitar drones to bowed screeches then give way to a field recording of a storm. Buckettovsissors of Germany produces two masterful tracks of synth-based drone that will conjure impressions of a more minimalist version of early M.B. A close listening to these tracks that superficially sound static will reveal the multiple shifting dimensions in the tracks. (Cathartic Process)
$ 6

NELS CLINE & DEVIN SARNO
Buried on Bunker HIll
CD
Guitarist NELS CLINE and bassist DEVIN SARNO have been playing together for almost 10 years, and this is their first multitrack recording (their past collaborations have been live). With a focus on improvisation and texture, Buried on Bunker Hill rumbles thick, low and foggy, as Cline's detuned and bent guitar mechanics gravitate, distort, meander and hover. (ground fault)
$8

Cloama
Revisionist Knowledge
CD
Return of the more cruel and vicious side of Cloama! 1st 4 tracks are live-without-audience recordings recorded with amplifiers and couple of good microphones. Painful and straight forward power electronics with vocals. 2nd part of disc is studio recordings and this electronic-genius who is also know from Strom.ec, knows how to make analogue synthesizers and other tools sound even personal with his trademark style. Very stylish designed artwork in cardboardbox cover with 4 insertcard full of nice graphics and texts. (Freak Animal)
$12
In the state of Unbelief
7"
bitter power electronics layers and raw throwback aggression (Cipher Productions)
$ 6
Cloama + Gelsomina
The Duellists

CD
Uncompromising Northern Darkness. Unhealthy doses of extreme frequencies. Head-splitting fucking noise. Combining extreme noise blasting and oppressive ambient passages constructed with such vision and skill it'll make you jealous. (New old sentinel / Mir)
$12
Death Certificate
7"
A-side presenting organic/acoustic take of power electronics, while b-side has two tracks with more innovative PE/industrial sounds. (Freak Animal)
$ 8

CLON
Sudden Ionospheric disturbances
CD
CLON is a new project by Jorge Castro of Cornucopia. This is harsh noise very influenced by his subtropic locale, a soundtrack to hurricane watch weather maps. Sheer force and impeccable composition. (Gameboy)
$ 8

CLOP NEPLAT
CD1
CD
Slowly developing isolationist drones, crackling noises and chilling dark ambience from Norway. 3 tracks, 60 minutes. In foldout cardboard sleeve. (Demonosound)
$12

CLOSING THE ETERNITY
Northern Lights Ambience
7"
Closing the Eternity is a Siberian 'cosmic drone' project from Ekaterinburg. The first vinyl release shows CTE using original 'northern lights soundings' together with synths, implementing very cosmic soundwaves with electronic whirs, sinus-tones and small raspy crater-landscapes inside. There's a drift towards objectlessness and dissolution in these sounds where they undergo into non-existence or is it transformation into a higher existing form? This is the perfect soundtrack to the 'red dawn of the north'. (Drone Records)
$ 9

COAGULO
Condenados a Perecer
CD
Debut release from this Spanish artist, a nice mixture of dark electronics, martial industrial, and machine rhythms. A very impressive Debut, and I hope to hear more from them in the future.
$12

COCK ESP
Greatest Dicks
Compact Disc
The best (and Worst) of Cock ESP from 1993-96.
A great tribute to one of Americas most loved bands.

(PURE)

$ 8
COCK ESP / 4 FLIES ON GREY VELVET
Compact Disc
4 Flies is harsh and destroyed electronics, Cock ESP is a mix of noise and odd vocal recordings.
$ 10
COCK ESP / NOUMENA
7"
The cock ESP side is 4 live performances from 1999, the Noumena side is guitar, and Organ improvised Noise
$ 4

COELACANTH

COIN GUTTER
At play amidst the strangeness and charm
3" CD
A Jarring journey through ambient soundscapes mixed with digital glitch, pulsating rhythms, and manipulated sound samples. Number three in the "Watchmen" series of 12x3" CD's inspired by Alan Moores Watchmen Graphic novel. ltd. 111 (objective-subjective)
$11

Cold Electric Fire
In nights dream we are Ghosts
CD
COLD ELECTRIC FIRE create a deeply personal and unique style of organic Dark Ambient. Using atypical sources and instrumentation to compose provocative excursions of contemplation and smoldering atmosphere. Sobering emotions writhe amid a well of black textures and delicate melodies, congealing into a monumental release of truly original dark electronics. Limited to 500 (Crionic Mind)
$12

COLD FLESH COLONY
Burial
10"
Heavy power electronics with sick feedback and destroyed voices from this Belgian project. Very abrasive and hostile sick old school industrial. Celebrating the destruction of humanity. ltd. 200 copies (Blade)
$16

Joe Colley
Desperate attempts at Beauty : Conceptual and research exercises
CD
A long awaited full-length solo from Joe Colley (Crawl Unit). This ambitious project documents sonic phenomena discoveries both mental and physical, with or without alteration. Also features a gathering of text that is, simply put: pure nihilism. The sound piece was sampled and composed from organic phenomena and artificial electronic noises. The uneasy coexistence of cracking ice, disintegrating clay and unstable systems of combined electronic devices 'could be seen as a manifestation of the schizophrenia that is crucial to the survival of the modern individual'. (auscultare)
$12
Hive
3" CD
I grew up with the sound of bees, my father was an amateur beekeeper. It is an amazingly complex but also simple sound, full of warmth, comfort, but also menace-the drone of many tiny legs and wings. My father's hives were wiped out by a virus before I could make a recording, but I found someone willing to let me visit them in the hills of California. I made recordings from the outside and inside, embedding microphones among the active bees and positioning them at the entrances to the hives. It took me some years to arrive at an idea of how to use this material in a respectful way. The sound itself is so beautiful in it's monotony. I could listen to it forever. But i took it as a challenge to examine my relationship to this sound, to view it from several angles including raw unprocessed recordings as well as playback through cymbals and analog synthesizer. I hope somehow it shows my perception of the overlap between our current electronic reality and one of the most elemental sounds on earth. - Joe Colley (Ferns recordings)
$ 8

COLUMN ONE
World Transmissions 3 and 4
2xLP
These two LPs are a document about the state of the German band Column One at the time these recording were made. Recorded in 1994, World transmission 3 is an attempt at trying to translate the architecture of a church into sounds. To do so, members of Column One arranged three microphones in this church, and played various acoustic instruments at several locations inside the building. These two tracks are supposed to render the "aura" of the church and get their character from this very architecture. Music-wise, here are two very calm and acoustic sounding track, with a lot of uncommon instruments (harmonium, whistles, wood organ) being used. World transmission 4 is a reworked version of a concert given in 1998, during which a lot of ethnic field recordings were used, as well as some traditional percussion's, the whole thing being run through tape effects. Once again, all heavily mixed afterwards. The results are a very different musical listen then the previous LP, with a very ritualistic feel to it. A nice document at the wide variety of sounds Column one can produce, and Beautifully packaged in a fold out sleeve.
$20
Unrealizer
LP
Two side long tracks, designed to stimulate the Edogenious energy centers of the brain. Dreamlike, and pulsating ambient sounds, with distant and obscure audio samples. Pressed on high quality vinyl from State Art.
$12

COMFORTER
Voice of the Voiceless
CDR
Old Russian Harsh Noise project that was very active in the beginning of 2000’s but is on hiatus nowadays. Swift, superdispersed analogue noise powder of feedbacks and metal junk. Recorded in 1999. (Rokot)
$ 8

CONCRETE VIOLIN
Eyegouge
CD
This is the Second CD from this Texas artist, and features 13 tracks of Harsh, manipulated electronic noise, and processed vocal sounds. limited edition of 330 copies (Deadline recordings)
$12
Triptych: Three Noise pieces for Francis Bacon
CD
Three long tracks from this Texas noisemaker. Raw and abrasive sonic textures filled with hidden messages. ltd. 50 (Axis Mundi)
$ 8
Triskaidekaphobia
CD
A mixture of 2007 studio recordings, and two live tracks. over 60 minutes of relentless, and unlucky noise. ltd. 50 (axis Mundi)
$ 8
At Yesterdays Party
3" CD
Recorded live at Squids, 02.26.06 A tribute to the Velvet Underground. ltd. 40 (Axis Mundi)
$ 5

CON DEMEK
Technological Shack Job
Compact Disc
Industrial noise dealing with the uses and abuses of technology.

(Functional)

$ 12

Con-Dom
Con-Dom / Antichildleague
Free Speech

3" CD
A long waited joint collaboration between Con-dom, one of the oldest UK power electronic acts, and ANTIchildLEAGUE, pure and virulent female noise aggression! Packaged inside a 7x5 glass frame, with color artwork that form a picture when all 9 copies are put together. (L-white)
$15

CONSUMER DESTINY
(red)
C30
two sides of murk-laden third generation '93 style intensity. reminiscent of the first acts of misuse from childhood. what mistakes mature into. harsh movements on side a entitled "identity" in two parts. side b is slow/sad; weeping feedback dragged over a 12 minute period....fuck fidelity! edition of 42 copies (Vomitapes)
$ 4
(blue)
1 sided c30
part II of the track titled "exotics" from the first tape. a 15 minute fulfillment of the inadequate predecessor which took leave in the flash of an instant. an ending to envelope all that came before while revealing fragments of what will follow. edition of 22 copies (Vomitapes)
$ 4

CONTAGIOUS ORGASM
The flow of sound without parameter
CD
Brand new CD out on Ground Fault featuring over 40 minutes worth of all new material. As the title suggests, the sounds on this CD flow without parameter. Field recordings of all types were processed and added with other sounds and mixed with ambient beats.
$ 8
Illegal Occupation of ears
CD
two long tracks from this Japanese artist that where originally released on cassette by the SSSM label in 1996. Surreal, mysterious, and Unsettling sound collage, Electronic drones, subtle sound loops, and strange voices and sound samples. (Old Europa Cafe)
$15
From the Irresponsible Country sounds
CD
Two tracks totaling around 23 minutes from this long-running Japanese electronic/experimental/sound collage artist. Horror soundtracks and death woes meet Japanese found sound and funk bros. woah. (Troniks)
$ 8
Impregnate
CD
This debute from 1987 shows very different project what CO is known to be today. You see why they established in early 90´s deals with many leading european industrial/pe labels (Tesco, Ant-Zen, Praxis Dr. Bearmann,..). 45 minutes presented with original sound from metal master tapes without any modern day boosting gimmicks. Great dynamics and amazing quality. (Freak Animal)
$12
confession of mannequin
CD
Highly worshipped earliest material of the cult industrial-experimental band from Japan. This 2nd tape from 1988 (mistakingly stated 1989 in cd cover) shows very different project what CO is known to be today. 45 minutes presented with original sound from metal master tapes. (Freak Animal)
$12
Contagious Orgasm + Telepherique
Crosses Deeply

CD
Another great mail collaboration between these Japanese and German sound artists. Electrolounge-noise wrapped in a strange floating impression. Totally Unique, and excellent sound manipulation with beautiful color artwork by yasutoshi yoshida (government alpha) (SSSM)
$15

CONTENT NULLITY
Absolute Dread
C30
(Phage Tapes)
$ 6

CONTRACREATION
Procremation
CD
A 45 minute long live performance from this Swiss noise artist who's debut CD "A closer look at mankind" released in early 2002 had really impressed us. Recorded in Holland During May of 2003, this is a non-stop attack of excellent harsh electronic noise. Ltd. edition of 29 copies, hand made sleeves.
$ 8
The next level of dissociation
CD
This is a special limited released documenting Contracration's live performance in December of 2003. over an hours worth of harsh electronics with occasional vocal distructions. ltd. 35 with hand made covers
$7

CONTROL
The cleansing
CD
Much needed reissue of the US power electronics artist compiles the tracks from his 3"cdr on Frozen Empire Media, the "Praying to Bleed" 7" on LSDO, 2 tracks from the "Field Tales" cassette compilation on Hospital Productions, and 1 track from the "Bitmapping" compilation on Objective/Subjective. All remastered for this special release. Brutal Power electronics at there best
$8
Misanthrope
CD
3rd Album from this American power electronics project. (Lwhite records)
$15

CONTROLLED BLEEDING
Shanked and Slithering
CD
nearly 80 minutes of the most animalistic and violent industrial noise to ever crack the crust of the earth. complies and reworks early and unreleased out of print noise classics as well as brand new noise aberrations.
$12

CONURE
49 minutes (until release)
CD
A 49 minute track broken into 11 parts. A rich plethora of deep ambient drones that occasionally drift into an almost death industrial state of play
$10
Stream
CD
With his new work, Mark Wilson decided to utilize non-musical themes in a different manner in order to allow that immersion. Themes run throughout the five tracks of "Stream", but this time, the themes were used primarily as building blocks rather than as the focus of the CD. His new creation is rawer than previous works, The music, constructed primarily from field recordings and other mic'ed sound processed through effects pedals, is probably the closest that Conure has come to reproducing the sound of his live performances in the studio environment. (Edgetone)
$12

Chris Cooper
Special Bonus Thing
3"
Chris cooper is the man behind the tape collage mastery of angst hase pfeffer nase (and occasional Skin Crime collaborator). "special bonus thing" is the first release documenting cooper's other voice: guitar & electronics. recorded live in the studio, these 4 brilliant tracks range from pedal driven prepared guitar to broken synthesizer & contact mic mayhem.
$ 6

Eric cordier
Digitalis Purpurea
CD
Four recordings originally done for sound environments involving Hundreds of loudspeakers. Using hurdy-gurdy, Church organ, Dulcimer, and field recordings, the sounds are manipulated using just analog tape, no electronic treatments. Rich,and flowing waves of sound (ground fault)
$ 8

CORNUCOPIA + WILT
Solar Metaphysics
CD
Solar alchemy, radio transmissions and fading realities. Third eye explorations. serious face melting, 10,000 suns collapsing into a void of occult origins all documented through sound (Orco)
$12

CORPOPARASSITA
Zona Mutilazioni
CD
Cold Black ambient from Italy
$ 6
Nel diciassettesimo Giorno de Mese
CD
Deep and mysterious atmospheric music from this Italian project. Corpoparassita uses the sound as an autoptic body in order to study it in its essence. Going beyond the realm of not audible stressing the audible intervals, morphing the sounds into intricate and disturbing digital architectures. ltd. 100
$15
L'affannoso Respiro Del Gatto
CDR
Italian Dark Ambient project. Surrealistic macabre. Soft harmonic drones and ambiences, bass-guitar, gloomy scratches. Contemporary tales of parallel worlds. (Abgurd)
$ 8

CORPSE CANDLE
Swamp Curse
C40
four tracks of harsh noise - one side uses a voodoo drum beat as a sound source (Phage tapes)
$ 5

COURTIS - ROMERO
psychomemory of...
3" CD
2 live radio duos from December 2004 melted together.
$ 6

Tom Cox
Stint
3" CD
tom cox is best known for his sound explorations under the moniker 'tac'. "tac was started in 1984 with the intent of investigating experimental forms of creative expression". his early work relied heavily on the use of analog gear (4-track, tapes, cheap microphones) while his recent work utilizes digital technology. this release is a perfect combination of the two; "stint" combines analog and digital methods of collecting and editing to create a precise, yet still crude composition that demands close listening. (check out tac's in-depth documentation of his work at his website http://www.geocities.com/tacnoise).
$ 6

CRACKED DOME
Go fuck your invisible God
C24
2 long tracks of shuttering experimentation and death-like ambiance (Dumping Ground)
$ 4

CRACKED MIRROR
Damage
C40
Project of Kazuma Kubota that's close to HNW but with changes every few minutes with short spurts of cut up. (Phage tapes)
$ 5

CRACKSTEEL
look Homeward, Angel
CD
A collection of Rare early cassette tracks from 1994-1996, as well as unreleased material from the same time period by this legendary underground harsh noise artist. High range corrosion and raw mid 90's sound.
$12
Bitch Jap Run
CD
Brand new work from this underground '90s Japanese noise artist. High energy & insanity harsh noise attack. (Chi Omega Institute)
$15
Blood Purge
CD
The re-release of the masterpiece of harsh noise released from Workturm Ghetto in 1996. It is dirty, and strong sound with the casualties power. It is done digital re-mastering on this re-release. Anyway, it is the work which thoroughly can enjoy sound of CRACKSTEEL which it is strong, and overflow.
$10
Cracksteel / Fecalove
Noisedeath orgasm

C60
Japanese harsh noise vs italian harsh noise/power electronics (Turgid Animal)
$ 7
Cracksteel & Molester
Live, Tonight, Sold Out

CDr
This is live documentation of japanese legendary harsh noise act CRACKSTEEL & japanese dirty harsh power electronics with social sexual problems MOLESTER. (Chi Omega Institute)
$10

CRANIOCLAST
Carl's on Acit
10"
Two mysterious soundscapes featuring the CoC trademarks of rumbling ambient noises and distant voices. ltd. 500 (the krev ministry of detours)
$10

CRANK STURGEON
Breakfast with Crank Sturgeon
CD
This is a short (12 minutes long) track by this wild man from the backwoods of Maine. Sit down and enjoy a nice home cooked meal while the Reverend Sturgeon waxes poetically about the Bulgarian fishermans wife. Insane audio cut ups and sound manipulation. (RRR)
$ 8
Upon my Discovery of the Huso Dead Pan lair
LP
Brand new LP from one of our favorite artists. Even though we've been in contact with the great and mighty sturgeon for over 10 years now, his output has been few and far between, making each one of his releases a must have. A Bizarre mixture of junk noise, guitar manipulations, and cut up sounds. One of the more unique, and constantly interesting artists out there. (RRRecords)
$10
Motion Pictsaur
CD
A collection of four excerpts from the most Reverend Crank Sturgeon Y Huso, and numerous guests, both live and not. Monstrous sound collage mixed and manipulated live into a sonic journey into new realms of the bizarre. Fold out paper cover with color front and back artwork. Highly Recommended (XVP)
$12
Glory Tape and Trough Of Beslubbering Fish
C48
Giant man-fish from the woods of Maine. (spacelessjam)
$ 5
Crank Sturgeon / Due Process
Michiana

CD
This CD features recordings from a live performance by each artist. Words are not fit to describe Crank Sturgeon, his live performances really have to be seen to believed. One of the strangest, and most interesting people doing experimental sound today. Due Process, featuring Ron from RRRecords, take a wide assortment of sounds and manipulate them into a Bizarre Audio Collage. (RRR)
$ 8
Crank Sturgeon / Tote Stadt
Split CD
The most Rev. Crank Sturgeon gives us a Lecture cautioning the over consumption of Pablum, to the accompaniment of electronics, Ukelele, and a big brown desk. Tote stadt tracks where recorded live in NY, 2003 and are a mixture of electronics, drum machines and vocals. ltd. 113 Nice fold out cover of bizarre artwork.
$10
Crank Sturgeon + XV Parówek
Dixieland

CD
Recorded during Crank's visit to Warsaw in April 2003. One 60-minute piece of healthy, improvised metal scrapings and toys. (XVP)
$ 4

CRAWFISH81
Cream of Wheat
C45
Take one part week old seafood, add two parts finally chopped audio scraps, and a heaping cup of distortion. Simmer on medium heat for 12 months. Scrape the pan clean, add some Cream of Wheat, then inject directly into your brain. (Self Abuse)
$ 6

CRAWLING WITH TARTS
Sarajevo Center Metal Doors
Compact Disc
Musique concret with found objects, moters, etc...
$ 12

CRAWL UNIT
Vs. Silence
Compact Disc
Environmental sounds manipulated into a droning, reverberating soundscape.
$ 12
Tucson Mon Amour
7"
Second edition of 300 of the out of print 7" on Drone records. Two live tracks from '96 recorded in Arizona using processed Cymbal and Location sounds. On Green vinyl, with different covers then the original release.
$ 6
Clay sounds
7"
The title says it all. Unmanipulated recordings of the sounds of ceramic clay absorbing water. Raw, bubbling, wet and physical sounding. ltd edition of 300 copies. (Meeuw Muzak)
$ 6
Crawl Unit / Maeror Tri
7" Picture Disk
Featuring some of the last recordings of the German project Maeror Tri, along with a track from US sound artist crawl unit, the result is a nice mixture of both Organic, and electronic drone. limited edition of 500. Black and White picture disk in clear sleeve.
$ 9

CRIA CUERVOS
des tempes qui se vitrifient ou se marbrent
3"CD
Cría Cuervos, from Italy, proposes here a truly beautiful piece of dark ambient. The best image I could use to depict this piece is to describe it as a mysterious living being getting out of its lethargy and discovering an hostile world. Slowly evolving, the sound constantly progresses to reach an unexpected climax. (Taalem)
$ 6

CROOK & SCOURGE
Broken Roses
C30
this is a new industrial unit featuring Greh Holger of Cleanse/Hive Mind/Black Sand Desert. very heavy, dark sounds. strange vocals, but not P.E. (Nurse Etiquette)
$ 6

JASON CRUMER
Ottoman Black
CD
An album of midnight drones and true noise. Using powerfully clear electronics as a base for declarative noise bursts, Crumer manipulates the sounds with a resounding animosity. Crumer yields his mean streak to an array of silences over the course of the album. The theme here is personal relations; tracks like "Betrayal After Betrayal" have a conversational quality, both the screams and the muffles, the physicality. "Where Were You" is an actionist-influenced piece of torture. There's nothing not painful here, especially the quiet; the peaks are almost a relief. Ottoman Black is a stern and unforgiving universe. (Hospital Productions)
$12
First two records
CD
Reissue of Sold out LP´s on RRR and Harsh Head Rituals now collected into one full length CD. Check out total analogue destruction, tape manipulations, frantic vocals, infernal rumbling noise with amazing textures. (Freak Animal)
$12

CULVER
Culver / Inseminoid
The Virgins Shadow

2xC40
long arid manifestations of ritualistic british fog. infinite blackness & deep hiss venom. (Narcolepsia)
$15

CUSTODIAN
Destructive Resonance
C32
Icy harsh noise with an industrial undertow, lacking any trace of emotion or humanity. Hellish feedback, cavernous mid-range torture, and blinding crunch. (White Centipede Noise)
$ 6
The weight of Tension
C20
Harsh loops, feedback and crushing low end. (Phage tapes)
$ 6

CYCLOTIMIA
New Death order
CD
Six tracks, totaling 30 minutes from this Russian band. Industrial soundscapes, Ambient electronics, neoclassical compositions, heavy percussion, processed vocal and sound samples and more are all mixed together to create a very well done, and complex collection of tracks.
$10
Same time, Same place
10"
Seven tracks of nice experamental electronics from this Russian project that range from Industrial like passages, to minimal trance electronica, to futuristic classical. Limited edition of 300 copies (Blade Records)
$15
Wasteland (with bonus Alpha Omega ep
2xCD
The 2nd CD from this Russian project, The tone of this album is quietly epic, holding a tension that builds and ebbs, only momentarily breaking out into moments of more dramatic and grandiose stances. The sound is very densely layered, but produced very well in order that the extent of composition can be fully realized. Rhythm is sparse, consisting of occasional solemn percussion, and the whole thing is carried by this sense of tension throughout, augmented by a subtle use of sampling which creates a very soundtrack like quality to the album. It is this melding of the classical and the synthetic in a seamless manner which marks Cyclotimia as something rather special. (State art)
$16

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